Why does life hate me so. Did I ever do anything wrong? Do we ever know, or did I do something and I never knew. It has been kept a secret. I shalt not know the fate of my own self. Life ******** sucks. I'm always pissing everyone else off. Does anyone even realize how I act? Of course they don't! And when they do it's too late. You don't know someones hanging from the ceiling until you find them. O' how I'd like to show them all. Pushing and pushing as they taunt for their own pleasure. I can't be left alone for that would mean death. I carry your weight on my shoulders as well as mine. A burden I did not ask for but one I was born for. Does someone hate me. Of course you do. If you took the time to think, there would be something about me that would help explain why I hate myself so much. I was born with the talent of art, therefore I was born with pain. The very moment I took breath, it was poison. My own fate had been decided at that very moment. ******** you ******** me. We're a race that shouldn't be here. Why do you bother to help when you don't help at all. Just because it seems like a good idea to you, you have no idea what you're doing. Do you even know what would help? The hell you wouldn't. You just bring up more s**t for me to swim in. And here's some info, im still sinking. Mud isn't easy to move in. Once school is over, I have no more accomplishments. That means theres only one thing left to do. Sink or swim, in a block of cement. Whose side are the odds on? Not mine.
Aiyana1 · Thu Mar 23, 2006 @ 01:28am · 0 Comments |