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Ok, so now, prom is getting closer and closer.

Everyone is going 'cuz they all telling it's the last time we could have fun together. I was thinking the that too at the beginning.

But now, I'm thinking that prom is just A PAIN IN THE a**. why the hell did i even paid like 2/3 of the price already?

I guess if I was a guy I wouldn't say that 'cuz it's way more simple to choose what to wear...

I don't even know what Im gonna wear but I have an idea, and there's mom and aunt that bumps out of nowhere for me trying to put some dresses that I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE. If I don't wanna wear, STOP ******** TELLING TO PUT IT ON GODDAMMIT. I got stuck in a dress that I hate for almost 30 minutes because you two keeps telling me to put it on.

"oooh we just want to see what kind of dress would look good on you." oooooh shut up please. I ALREADY KNOW WHAT MY BODY SHAPE AND ALL THAT IS. And just 'cuz "I'm 17 yo and too young", I can't choose what could look on me. I may not really like to shop but I CAN ******** CHOOSE WHAT I CAN'T WEAR OR NOT.

And by the way, when I'm freaking getting naked to try those dresses that I hate, I DON'T WANT ANYONE (except my sister) WATCHING ME CHANGE CLOTHES??? I told them like 47813964781641 times to gtfo of my room so I can ******** change. My mom's just gonna yell at me that my body is fat and all that crap while my aunt would also say the same thing and say that I should lose some weight because it makes me look ugly atm. OK I GET IT, IM FAT AND FUGLY. Don't you two have other things to do instead of looking down on someone???

Last thing: "it's the last time we could have fun together". well if you really want, then drop me a call and imma come visit you.


so.....that's how my anger will end right now.