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I've glanced over all my older pieces, and I find it really childish writing.

The apathy is there--blunt and lucid--but more importantly, an unnecessary amount of self pity seems to be present in every post.

It's as if I've lived my life in a little cardboard box, and everybody's against me in life.

I might as well be dirt poor, be bald, have only one arm, and possess only one functional eye.

And be an orphan.

But I'm not. I'm none of those things above. Which is why I feel that as a writer, I've really been quite a failure in the past.