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Daddy's Day Poem
Daddy’s Day


Her hair was in a ponytail, her favorite dress tied in a bow...
Today was Daddy’s Day at school and she couldn’t wait to go.
Though her Mommy tried to tell her that she should probably stay at home, why the kids may not understand if she went to school alone.
But she wasn’t afraid, she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates on this daddy’s Day.

But still her mother worried for her to face this day alone and that was why once again she tried to keep her daughter home...
But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all, about a dad that she never sees, a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in the back for everyone to meet. Children squirming anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, a student from the class to introduce there daddy as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare, each of them were searching for a man who wasn’t there.

“Where’s her daddy at?” she heard a boy call out, “She probably doesn’t have one.” Another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say, “Looks like another deadbeat dad to busy to waste his day.”

The words did not offend her as she smiled at her friends and looked back at her teacher who told her to begin. And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak. And out from a child came words incredibly unique.

“My daddy couldn’t be here today because he lives to far away, but I know he wishes he could be with me on this day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know all about my daddy, and how much he loves me so.”

“He loved to tell me stories, he taught me to ride a bike. He surprised me with pink roses and he taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes and ice cream in a cone, and though you cannot meet him I’m not standing all alone. Cause my daddy’s always with me, even though we are apart, and I know because he told me he’ll forever be here in my heart.”

With that that her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest, feeling her own heartbeat beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere in the crowd of dad’s her mother stood in tears, proudly watching her daughter was wide beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love of a man who’s not in her life. Doing what was best for her, doing what was right. And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd, she finished with a voice so soft but its message clear and loud…

“I Love my Daddy very much. He’s my shining star. And if he could be here but heaven is just too far.” But sometimes when I close my eyes its like he never went away. And when she closed her eyes and saw him there that day.

And to her mother’s amazement she whispered with surprise, a full of daddies and children all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they saw before them. Who knows what they felt inside. Perhaps for merely a second they saw him at her side.

“I know you’re with me daddy” to the silence she called out. And what happened next believers found out of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed. But their placed on a desktop was a beautiful fragment pink rose.

And the gift of believing that heaven is never too FAR!




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Story About Love
Mom: Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you.

Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!

Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear.

Chris: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving.

Sarah: Okay.

Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in.

Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football.

Chris: I know..

Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking.

Sarah: Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick..

Chris: Yeah; it's just my allergies.

Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?

Chris: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay.

Sarah turned to look away from Chris.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allergies and she doesn't look like that.
Then he reached out and held her hand.

Sarah: Chris your hands are so cold. I dont think you're okay tell me what's really wrong.. do we need to go back to the house?

Chris: I promise you baby; everything is okay.. they told me to go back tomorrow but I'm not going because there's nothing wrong with me.

Sarah: Chris you need to go! If they told you to then there is something wrong!

Chris let go of her hand and turned back to the road and didn't talk to her the rest of the way.
Sarah just looked at him.
They finally pullled up to the resturaunt and ate breakfast.

Chris: Did you bring your cheerleading stuff or do we have to go back to your house to get it?

Sarah: I have it.. do you really think you should go to football practice like that ?

Chris: Yes Sarah. I'm fine.

Sarah: If you say so..

Chris: Sarah, baby, would I lie to you?

Sarah: No...

They got back in the car and went to the field.
They got out and started practice.
Sarah was practicing a new cheer, but then out of no where she heard a boy yell,

"HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911! HELP COACH!"

Right when she heard that she turned around and saw Chris on the ground just laying there, not moving.
She ran to him but her dad pushed her back.

Dad: No honey. You shouldn't be right here.

Sarah started to cry.

Sarah: Daddy. What happened? Is he okay?

Dad: Honey. Please just go back with your coach.

Sarah walked back and sat on the bench with her head in her hands while an ambulance came and took him away.
She got in the car with her dad and they went to the hospital.
When they got there his mom was already there and talking to the doctor.
They walked over and listened...

Doctor: You may want to sit down for this.

Chris's Mom: Is he okay?

Doctor: Ma'am.. your son has lukiemia. We can put him on treatments, but he might not make it because the cancer has already spread too much.

Sarah was shocked and began to cry on her dads shoulder.

Chris's Mom: Treatments?

Doctor: Well the treatments would cause hair loss... but it will help slow the cancer down.

Chris's Mom: But he's certain to die?

Doctor: Yes.. but we have had this surgery to clear out the clogs.. but it's possible that he will not make it.

Chris's Mom: I will have to talk to him about this. Can we see him now?

Doctor: Yes. One at a time though.

Chris's mom looked over at Sarah and hugged her tight she knew that Sarah loved him with all her heart.

Chris's Mom: You go first sweetheart.

Sarah: Are you sure?

Chris's Mom: Yes honey.

Sarah walked slowly to his room and turned the knob.
She just stood there, looking at him lying there weak.
He was so pale and he had tubes surrounding him.
It was painful for her to look at him.
Chris looked at her and weakly smiled at her.
She went over and kneeled down beside him.

Chris: Did they already tell you?

Sarah: Yes...

Chris: I'm sorry Sarah. I didn't want you to find out like this.

Sarah: It's okay; I understand Chris.

Chris: Baby I love you so much.

Chris reached up and slowly ran his fingers through her hair.

Sarah: I love you too Chris. With all my heart.. and I will be here for you 'till the end.

Chris: Im going to be okay Sarah.

The nurse walked in with Chris's mom.

Nurse: Its her turn now.

Chris looked at Sarah.

Chris: Bye baby.

Sarah: Bye.

Sarah kneeled down and softly kissed his cold lips.

Months went by and Chris lost his hair, but they were still deeply in love and Sarah was by him everyday.
Chris was getting worse to where he couldn't even play football, and the championship game was coming up.

Chris was sitting on Sarah's porch with her and her dad.

Chris: Coach.. I wanna play tomorrow.

Dad: Chris I know you do.. but I can't let you do that.. you'll get hurt.

Chris: No, coach. Please. This might be the last time on the field for me. I want to be able to play one more time.

Dad looked at Chris and then at Sarah.
Sarah nodded her head.

Dad: You're a strong boy, Chris, and very brave. I think we can do this.

Chris: Thank you so much coach.

Sarahs dad nodded his head.

Dad: So what are you two doing tonight?

Chris: I wanna show Sarah something if that's okay.

Dad: Of course; you two be careful.

Chris took Sarah's hand and lead her to his car.
It was completely dark outside when they pulled up to the football field.

Sarah: What are we doing here?

Chris: Follow me.

Chris grabbed a blanket and laid it down onto the field.
They both laid there looking at the stars.

Sarah: This is so beautiful.

Chris: I do this often. I wanted to show you the place I love.

Sarah: Do you remember the flowers you gave me on our very first date?

Chris: Sure I do; I gave you lillies; your favorite.

Sarah: Yeah... I'll never forget that day.

Chris: I want you to always remember something Sarah.

Sarah: What is it?

Chris: I will always be with you.. and I will always love you.. you're my one and only..

Sarah started tearing.

Sarah: I love you so much, Chris.

Chris: And I also want you to be happy.. I want you to marry someone, have kids, make a family, just live a happy life for me.

Sarah: No. I will never marry anyone.. im marrying you Chris

Chris: Just don't forget what I told you.

Chris leaned in and kissed her.
She pushed him off and jumped up

Sarah: You still think you can catch me?

Chris: Oh yeah. I'm stronger than I look.

Sarah: Then come get me.

Chris stood up and chaised her around the football feild until he finally caught her.
He laid on top of her and put her hands behind her back and held her there so she couldn't move.
Then it started to rain and they were getting soaked but they didn't care.

Chris looked deep into her eyes.

Chris: Who's the weak one now huh?

Sarah: Me (she giggled)

Chris: Remember what you told me that night when we were at dinner?

Sarah: No.. what?

Chris: You have always wanted to kiss in the rain with the one you love.

Sarah: Yeah?

Chris: Well your wish is my comand.

Chris leaned down and kissed her deeply.
He pulled away.

Chris: You're so beautiful.

Sarah: You're such a good kisser. (she laughed.. so did he)

Chris: I better get you home.

They got into the car and went home.
It was hard for them to sleep that night but they did.
It was finally the big day and they were all at the football field.
Chris had on all his football gear, and Sarah was ready to cheer him on.
The game began.
The crowd was going wild for Chris while Sarah was cheering her heart out for him.
The score was 36 to 36.
All they had to do was make one more point and they would win.
Chris had the ball and ran with all he had to the touchdown line and threw the ball down.
He had made a touch down!
Everyone was cheering.
They had won the game!
But for Chris.. he may have lost his life.
He fell to the ground trying to catch his breath.
Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over him.
He looked up at her gasping for breath.
Everyone was heading to field.
Her dad stood infront of them.

Dad: Back away.. give them a moment please.. that's my daughter's love.

Chris gently raised his hand and whiped her tears away.

Sarah: Don't die Chris.. I need you.. I love you..

Chris: I told you this was my dream to win the championship.. to be in the big game.. to die on this feild.. I made history.

Sarah leaned down and kissed him, knowing this was the last she would ever kiss him, the last time she would ever talk to him.
She had so much to say but had no time to say it.

Chris: I love you baby. Tell Mom I love her too.. and tell coach thank you.

Sarah: I love you Chris. I love you so much.

Chris: I'll wait for you.....

Chris's hand dropped and he let go.
He died that night on the football feild.
Sarah cried for 2 months straight.
Sarah was lying on her bed when her dad walked in.

Dad: Honey, it's been 2 months. Please get up. He would want you to have fun and be happy.

Sarah: I know..

Dad: Guess what.

Sarah: What?

Dad: They are building a new stadium. Isn't that great honey? Come on, I want you to come with me before they tear the old one down.

Sarah got up and went with her dad to the field.
They climbed to the top of the bleachers and looked down.

Sarah: It's like it was just yesterday. He was out there throwing the football, making that touchdown.

Her dad wrapped his arms around her and she began to cry.

Dad: I know baby.. I know.

Then Sarah noticed something on the feild.

Sarah: Whats that daddy? Look. (Sarah pointed to the field)

Dad: Look like some flowers are blooming.

Sarah: Oh my gosh, daddy! Stop them! Don't let them tear this down! Please! Chris planted me something!!!

Her dad ran down there and stopped them.
Weeks later the flowers had bloomed.
Her and her dad went to look at them.
They were lillies that left a message saying, "I Love You".

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Woooot!!!
Woooott!!!!!! Let's start a partayyy!!! Hey beotches! Its by efing birthday today!! You better say Happy B-day!! Haha! Lol. xd I love yall. Lol. xd
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! xd




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Vancouver Aquarium
Hey Everybody!
I just got back from the "Vancouver Aquarium". It was so cool. I watched a beluga show. And I got splashed. Lol. blaugh It was so cool. You guys should go there sometime. biggrin
Well,anyways g2g go to my aunts NEW mansion house. Lol. She told us to come. Well Byee!! biggrin xd



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Dream Avatar
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Estimated Total: 750,812 Gold
(Estimated with known item values on 19 May 2007)

Hey Guys. This is my Dream Avatar. But I do not think that I am going to make it. But ya..

My Item List Of Things I Need For It:

1.)Shadow Spirit-20,850g
2.)Gwee-14,500g
3.)Felicia's Gloves-600g *DONATED* heart
4.)Angelic Parasol-10,750g
5.)Spirit Falcon-7,700g
6.)Gift Of The Goddess-9,000g *BOUGHT*
7.)Winter Rose-14,500g
8.)2x Aquatica-10,300g each
9.)White Moonlight Morgana Heels-230g *BOUGHT*
10.)Fairy Wings-39,000g
11.)2x Pixie-23,800 each
12.)Celestial Wrap-8,000g *BOUGHT*
13.)Anti-Fashion Blue Anti-Accessory-323g
14.)Angelic Pendent-562,000 gonk
Or The
Glowing Demonic Pendent-131,500 gonk


Things In Strike I Have Bought. biggrin But there's Not Alot Of Strikes. sweatdrop

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Donations*
You guys can just ignore this. This is just a list of the people that donated to me. biggrin heart

~*Donaters~*^Are Loved*~♥
-SapphireMay-1000-2000 gold. (don't remember.one of those.)
-lilarmychic-800g.
-XMaster BlueX-1000g
-Tamagirl802-some items and 72g
-AzN L3373R-11,378
-gir_3567-dark star
-jinzo07-Raptor Ice Tail heart

-d_rules-3505g
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If you donate and you are not here PM me. or comment under this topic.



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Love.XxX*<3
heart They say it takes a minute to find a special person. An hour to appreciate them. A day to love them.But then an entire lifeto forget them. So remember all your loved ones. Tell people how you feel, and live everyday as if it was your last. heart





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*cry cry*
You know how I told you guys that I got a new iPod? Well I lost it. crying I got it from my dad. My mum and dad are divorced and I havnt seen him in a very long time. Since he left since then I have only seen him once. crying Well, today he called and he said, "oh ya, do you want a portable speaker thing to put in your ipod so u can listen to it anywhere?" and I said, "Uum...Here's mom she wants to talk to u" It has been gone for at least 2 weeks and I didnt tell him so I was too scared to say it so my mom said that she would say it. So she told him. My mom had to lie about how I lost my iPod. I actually lost it at a friends party and it was a sleepover party. I guess I could just say Slumber. and anyways, I lost it there but my mom said that I lost it at school or lie somebody took it. Becasue if she told the real story she said that he might not let me sleepover or come over at anybodys house again. sweatdrop So we hasd to lie. I felt bad for myself. After my mum told him he wanted to talk to me. but i just pushed the phone away and gave it back to my mom and she said to my dad that jim scared to talk to him that he might start screaming at me or something. sweatdrop but he said no im not mad and im not going to scream. but i know deep insdie that he was a little sam and mad at the same time but he just didnt want to scream at me.But while my mum was telling him i started to cry becasue before he gave it to me he said to take really good care of it and I guess I broke the promise and didnt do it. *Omg.im crying* crying and he asked my mum...Why didnt she tell me a .long time ago? and she said well she was waiting for u to talk about it so i could tell u becasue she was scared like i said. but yaaa...

So.. crying crying
bye crying

P.S. And thats why somtimes I put up daddy's dday becasue i miss him SO much!!



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The Retarted Test
The Retarded Test
Fill out the information below: if it applies to you, then put an x in the box.

1. [x] You have choked on your water before.

2. [x] You have tripped down the stairs before.

3. [x] You have walked into a door

4. [x] You have pushed a door the wrong way.

5. [x] You have walked into a wall.

6. [x] You have fallen going UP the stairs

7. [x] You have jumped off something.

8. [x] You have been shocked.

9. [x] You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave.

10. [x] Right after a commercial comes on you have forgotten the show you were watching.

11. [x] You have forgotten something that someone said.

12. [ ] Your friends/family call you blonde a lot.

13. [x] You barely ever understand stuff/jokes, or it takes a long time to figure them out

14. [x] You have been bleeding and not even noticed it.

15. [x] You've worn something backwards/ in side out the whole day without knowing.

16. [ ] You have stuck a fork in a toaster before.

17. [x] You have played with fire.

18. [x] You have burned something because you forgot about it.

19. [ ] You've stepped on a flat iron/ curling iron

20. [x] You had to write this down or use a calculator or use your fingers to figure out your answer.

Add up your points (each 1 pnt.) after you finish this multiply by 5
And post: "I'm ___% retarded"

I'm 55% retarted!! Lol.





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