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I am the devil on your shoulder...will you listen?-me

Why purge a sinner and pray to a devil?-me

Its insane to be sane in an insane world.- Sigmund Froyed

Death be not proud, though some may call thee mighty and dreadfull, how it are not so...-John Donne

Constant and random ramblings, but not totally without cause...This world is ignorant and naiive. Maybe I am one of the masses who feeds the stupidity of the world. Then again, who can be so sure... I normally dont enter journal enteries on here, but oh well...Normally i have my enteries on www.elftown.com. I have enteries ranging from times of chrisis such as my mothers diagnosis of cancer...I've been told its quite interesting, but i fail to see anything more...However, here I am bored... and wondering to myself about this place. To be honest I find is somewhat ridiculous how ppl develope feelings for peopl on gaia. Anywho, Ive often wondered if my feelings have died all together...You see ive witnessed certain things....things which I set in the back of my mind...Anyway, rather then lecture you all on my scenerio of hell and debating who has a worse life in a naiive way, I'll leave it at that. Fact is...this world is ******** up...I just like to do my share and point it out... I am the counter flaw, a flaw of its own, and a radical...Whats left to say hmm? Am I speaking in arrogance?No, I have too low of selfesteem for that. My ideas are destructive...meaning, for example, instead of worrying about the world wood chrisises, I say, go to war. Instead of worrying if you will have enough water, I say, destroy your neighbor. The world cannot be nice...There will be casualties...all you can hope for is not to be one of them. I have a morbid sense of humor,maybe, if i was meaning to be funny. Im confused by this world, as are many i am assured, but I lack the civility to think like most. I am what I am, if that means a mad man, and thats all that i am....