I am having a lot of trouble latetly. My medications don't seem to be working so I am just getting sicker and sicker and I feel like I'm going to get in a whole and never come out again. I am mentally compatent to go to school now, but sometimes I doubt myself and my skills. I'm not sure if I can completely handle it.
I'm planning on just keeping to myself like always and speaking a differnt language. Might as well, its not like anyone can understand what I'm saying anyway. I know alot of people feel alone, but often times there are not truley. People with mental illness, there feeling of being along consumes them and it becomes a reality.
Living like this is hard, now I understand why I tried to end my life.
But I keep trying.
For what?
A second chance at everything to make as many progresses as error's I've made in this life...
for what
for me..
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