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I'm getting sick and tired of everyone calling me an addict. I've been called so many things before, it's not even funny. Everyone keeps telling me I'm in denial... I'm addicted... I need help... I need to go to AA or rehab...and much much more. stare Well, no. None of that is ******** true! They tell me I'm addicted...they tell me I'm an alcoholic...

So what if I'm having a bit of withdrawal symptoms from it? I mean, seriously! It's been a ******** four days without alcohol! It's totally reasonable to feel deprived!!

I'm ******** shaking uncontrollobly, twitching, shivering, and digging my nails into my skin till I bleed. I need alcohol!! And no one seems to know a way for a minor to get it! >< I just turned ******** 16 years old, dammit! That's only five ******** years till I'm of age!! ><

Basically, all I'm saying, is that I'm annoyed. Very annoyed. ...and I need some petrus...or some vodka........ stare

Much love,
Dakota~*