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I... don't... know.
I just don't know.
I've cried more for him than I've ever cried in my entire life, I think. I should be out of tears for him by now.
And we're not even dating.
No, he loves another woman. He stalked her. Kinda.
Yes, I'm bloody serious. But that was a couple years ago.
But he still loves her.
A while ago, before I knew anything of his past, I developped some feelings for him. This was shortly after I'd broken up with my ex-boyfriend, and I was feeling pretty lonely, but c-dizzle! was... kinda anti-social.
Finally, two months ago, we officially became 'friends.' We talked everyday, and had a good time, but then...
for some reason, he suddenly became cold. He wouldn't talk to me anymore. He was always off with his guy-friends during school, and I never talked to him anymore. I mean, sure, we'd have IM conversations, but he'd only have one-word answers, if I was lucky.
Two weeks ago, I finally told him how I felt about him. My good friend, who had a lot of experience in this kind of thing, finally talked me into it. Before, I'd been too scared, worried it would ruin our friendship.
The next day, he told me that he didn't want it to affect our friendship, so we went about our merry way in the usual fashion.
But then he started talking about her. An argument about her is what inspired the confession, and he knew full well that I was jealous of her because he loves her.
So... why did he keep talking about her? He called her 'an angel in my eyes,' among other things. I tried kindly asking him to stop.
Didn't work.
I tried giving him the silent treatment.
Worked even less.
I tried getting angry.
He got angry back.
I tried talking about my exboyfriend.
He got pissed and didn't change his ways.
Now, every conversation we have results in him signing off and leaving me in tears.
We just ended one of those. I can't take this. I can't, I just can't. I don't know what I'll do if I put up with much more of this. I should ditch him, I know...
but I can't bring myself to.
Oh, he just signed back on. Let's see how this goes, shall we...?
 Willy Wonka III · Sat Jun 03, 2006 @ 07:42am · 3 Comments |
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So, y'allz know how Easter glitched and came a little early today *well, yesterday* right?
I just thought I'd make a little note about it.
People were totally freakin out. Then, when they shut it down to wait for the proper time, the new Bunny Ears were selling for, like, 2ok in Marketplace. And that's not a High, folks. That was an AVERAGE.
I thought it was worthy of Gaia history, like the day the site timer broke, so I thought I'd just keep track of it.
Kinda like a little... I SURVIVED THE EARLY EASTER GLITCH or whatever.
I might as well state that I survived the broken-timer, too, and actually created a support thread for it. It was really fun. Hard for me to keep up with, never having run a thread before, but it was a lot of fun. <3
Willy Wonka III · Sat Apr 15, 2006 @ 09:53am · 0 Comments |
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This would have been a PM. |
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Howl's Moving Castle in Japanese made me cry!! Even though I've read the book 5ooo gajillion times! Why?! Howl-sama is just so cool... I wish I knew a guy like him!
...If I did, I'd probably hate him. He's so self-centered and superficial! ...But he has a hidden kindness, and he doesn't let his true problems show, because he doesn't to cause those he cares about to worry. He really would be a wonderful person...! I wonder if she based him on anyone...? Hm... thinking on it, Howl-sama is a lot like Christopher Chant, the Chrestomanci... I wonder......? Do you think they were based on the same person? Or perhaps... Oh, I can't even BEGIN to contemplate her brilliant mind...! <3
Yes. Now I'm on the topic of my favorite author, ever. Diana Wynne Jones. <3 Yes... Every one of her books put out in America I've read *at least the ones found at Barnes & Noble* and... and... and... Oh, my! <3 How can I even begin to explain...? She has a knack for creating marvelous men. I mean, just look at Howl-kun, you beautiful otaku, you! Just look at him and all his marvelousness!
Note that in the book, he didn't do that weird bird-monster-thing whatever. And the Black portal on the door... where it went in the movie is ENTIRELY different from where it went in the book. I highly suggest you read the novel; it goes by the same name. Trust me... You'll love our dear Howl-kun even more after it. <3
I fell in love with him instantly, just like our dear Chrestomanci. If anyone happens to be a huge Diana Wynne Jones fan and has read Conrad's fate... Oh, my! Oh, MY! <333 Our dear, dear, Christopher... <3
But when he narrates his own stories, he makes himself not as marvelous as he really is. I don't think he quite understands how wonderful he is. <3 It's part of his charm, perhaps?
Well, I'm done fangirling for now. <3 Au revoir, mes amis! <3
Willy Wonka III · Tue Apr 11, 2006 @ 04:18am · 0 Comments |
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Demonbow
Leather Punk Socks
Charred Tundra Boots
Were Tail
Still wishing for that Guitar of Angellus!
Willy Wonka III · Mon Mar 27, 2006 @ 11:43pm · 0 Comments |
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Sailor Moon:
Girl's Middle School Top- 1000g
Girl's Middle School Uniform Skirt- 1000g
Oxblood Leather Boots- 600g
Ruby Forehead Jewel- 2000g
Lex's White Gloves- 1000g
Total: 5600g
Sailor Mercury:
Girl's Middle School Uniform Top- 1000g
Girl's Middle School Uniform Skirt-1000g
Sapphire Forehead Jewel- 2000g
G-LOL Bruise Mistress Boots-
Lex's White Gloves- 1000g
Total:
Sailor Mars:
Girl's Middle School Top- 1000g
Hot Basic Skirt-
Lex's White Gloves- 1000g
Ruby Forehead Jewel- 2000g
Firestorm Dragon Slippers-
Total:
Sailor Jupiter:
Girl's Middle School Top- 1000g
Lex's White Gloves- 1000g
Emerald Forehead Jewel- 2000g
Green Goth Skirt-
Ripe Taj Shoes-
Total:
Sailor Venus:
Girl's Middle School Top- 1000g
Lex's White Gloves- 1000g
Ruby Forehead Jewel- 2000g
Natural Leather Mini Skirt-
Flashion Yellow Shoes-
Total:
Tuxedo Mask:
... coming soon.
To Be Continued: Coming Up:
Fullmetal Alchemist: Ed, Al, Winry, Hawkeye, Scar, and Lust.
InuYasha: InuYasha, Kagome, Sango, Miroku, Naraku, and Kagura.
Trigun: Vash, Meryl, Millie, and Knivez.
Sorry, no Naruto. Ninja Headbands are just too dang expensive. I sold my Golden Laurels for this thing, and It's not gonna be enough anyway. Sorry!
Willy Wonka III · Mon Feb 27, 2006 @ 05:02am · 0 Comments |
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Sept. 12, '05 Quote of the Day |
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Okay, so this isn't from Gaia. Sue me. But it was just embarrassing. And I'm glad no one but Alena heard. I'm in plain black. Alena's in Lime
Oh yeah. This was in French class.
Une jupe= a skirt.
I Alena I know, I know, but is it masculine or feminine?!
Willy Wonka III · Mon Sep 12, 2005 @ 10:40pm · 1 Comments |
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3nodding I shall try to have a new one every day. 3nodding
Willy Wonka III · Sun Sep 11, 2005 @ 01:41am · 0 Comments |
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The first day, the half-day. |
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Welcome Willy Wonka III , your Gaia Gold: 8699
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I also suck at avatar contests, too.
#4 [[[]]] 5% [ 1 ]
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Today... I found out that, while we may have loads of school spirit that no other school can beat... Our school song kinda sucks. sweatdrop
My friend Alena and I, we have -every- single class together, except for Math. She's in Algebra I, I'm in Geometry. My poor friend Taking Life to the Living *she's my friend with a Gaia account. I actually gave her one of mine because she forgot hers. sweatdrop * She's in 2-year Algebra. crying
But yeah... it was semi-exciting, but I don't think it's really going to sink in until we see EVERYBODY all together in the halls and stuff. Today was Freshman only day, except for Student Council and stuff. 3nodding
It was actually kinda fun. It's too early to tell, but my French teacher, today, was kind of reminding me of Wormtail *from Harry Potter*. He even kinda looked like the actor, too!
Even though I'm STILL not a huge fan of the movies. 3nodding 3nodding
He just... he seems like a mousey/rat-like person, like Wormtail.
And my friend Ryan, her mom is my English teacher. T.L.t.t.L and her and I would all go to the high-school after classes *back in our middle-school days* and just hang out in the classroom. It was fun. And she sells -really good- chocolate bars for $1. At least... she did last year. I'm not sure if she does this year... I'm gonna have to look into it.
I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A HIGH-SCHOOL STUDENT!!!!
Willy Wonka III · Tue Aug 23, 2005 @ 03:30am · 0 Comments |
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High-school starts on Monday. It's a half-day, but I'm going to miss summer vacation. Right now, I have a lot of gold! Welcome Willy Wonka III , your Gaia Gold: 10624 Yesh. But that's because I'm selling my Willy Wonka gear. I'm going to get it all again when it comes Halloween time, though.
I've recently developped a passion for Donation Items. Waaagh, I so can't wait for this month to open! I'm going to go dig up two-fifty more to see if Dad would make the donation and I pay him back.
That's how it works. >_<
Myeh. Nobody reads my journal, and after I returned to Gaia, I forgot to erase it. So now, it's gone, again, and this is it. Maybe, if ever I feel the inspiration, which is, like, never, then I might post something, but don't get your hopes up. I don't understand why you're even here in the first place! xd
Willy Wonka III · Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 11:10pm · 2 Comments |
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