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well i have returned after a very long and depressing few months and i lost a few close friend and my love also passed away after a suicide attempt well around chistmas a deeply close friend of mine shot themsleves which sent me into very deep depression in which i tred to kill myself several times which by doing so awake me to the reasons for my living them in late january my love hung herself and left me a note which i still read everyday so to try to help you all i will tell you what she left it wasnt very long but it was a sanctuary (i love you baby but i cant bear to go threw this life anymore . i know you have done so much for me but promise me one thing please dont make the same mistake i made and leave everyone by a act of selishness in an act of suicide baby i love) thats what i read everyniht b4 i go to sleep she had a life of living hell she live with my frined tht shot himself. they lived in a foster home where they constantly got beat and i tried to save um but i couldnt so i hope you all understand my message to you cause im still here and there not and that is why i life is hell but they taught me that i should never quit even though they did because my life was nothing close to as bad as theirs xXxXxREST IN PEACE Jack 89-06 -N- Clare 90-07xXxXx