Okie Doke....so everyone who knows me knows that I absolutely LOVE Gaia with my heart and soul because...well it's one of the few things that keep me sane besides a few other things >w<'
Anyways this journal will be explaining a few things. Lately I have been unable to sleep...at all. And if I do, I end up crying myself to sleep because of things that have happened in the day. I haven't really had a mother in the past week because she's been working very hard, and when she comes home...she'll make/get food, we'll eat and she'll run off to eat so...there's not really much time to talk. So in the end, she never really asks me if I'm alright, and lately I've been having really bad problems with my anxiety. To the point where I get so itchy, I can't go to sleep (apparently super itchiness is a sign of anx). And everyone I seem to tell about whatever is going on doesn't really seem to...well...care that much or don't really offer much advice/sympathy so I haven't really gotten any better. Annnnnnnnnnnnnyways, because of this I've become very, very, VERY tired.
So tired I can't even walk to my computer because I'm so out of energy and stress. Soooooooo, if you've been wondering why I haven't been on that's why. Anyways, to Nozuki, who's PROBABLY going to be the only person who reads this. I was wondering if you'd take care of my fishies while I was away. (I really dun want them to die since we worked so hard for them)
So that's the end of my rantish emo thing...leave comments if you want...I'll get to them eventually when I'm not so tired.
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