I don't know what it is... It tight and painful...
Am I sad? ... Kinda. Am I hurt... A little.
Things are just so busy, I never have time to just relax anymore.
I want to cry but at the same time I don't.
The same feeling I had the whole summer.
Crawling up my throat and nibbling on my heart.
I should tell my loved ones to stay away from me.
Fighting and Arguing isn't what I need at the moment.
I don't want to fight with Evan and the last time I felt like this... That's all we did.
Almost broke up over it too.

Maybe I just miss him...
We don't talk at all anymore. Here and there when we can... But other then that we can go for days with just saying a few words to each other...
This might be heart ache... Maybe the depression seeping back into my life.

Why wont it leave me alone...
Even now its still haunting me.