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love is a funny thing now isn't it. it can mean the world one minute and then next nothing at all. one second it makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside, the next u feel cold as stone, foolish and frozen. have you ever noticed that in a relationship being told that you are loved is a priceless joy but when they take it back it feels like burning knifes thrust into your very soul. how do i know this you might ask. well the truth is i once loved, almost to the point of no return from the feelings of utter bliss, until it was taken from me with a grip so foul. there was no cause seeable by my eyes for the act besides a change of feelings. but for those who love and think their love is returned but in the end it is tourn from their hearts, there can be little hope for those people to love again. i write this not out of a newly broken heart but one that is slowly healing. i know what it feels to be scorned for feeling, for dreaming, for loving. and if you read this then you may start to understand. please do not make someone feel as i have, do not appear to return love with words, gifts, and caress' if there is none. be truthful to those who care about you and please, know what love is and if it is true before you tell someone that you feel love. love should mean always and forever, not until some ting better comes along. you may ignore this, you may not but this is the trueth from my frozen heart ... i may never love again and it was because i was foolish and thought that his words were pure when he said "i love you"