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As the title says, and as you might know, it's sunday right now.. Jaxie's sick, or at least she feels sick, she has the flu and she's going to talk about her day in the third party because she likes to do that, to get the illusion that she's not talking about herself, because she doesn't really enjoy talking about herself much..
Now.. for today.. Jaxie got out of bed at 10.30 am, after hitting her pucca clock alarm off an hour earlier.. she then turned on her computer and checked her things, she stayed that way for about an hour or two.. then she went downstairs to get a drink, and also had some soup. Jaxie then, after her mom left for church, went back to her room and started cleaning her desk because it was a mess, after that was cleaned Jaxie was listening to music and she was bored so she thought she could make a journal entry because she doesn't use her journal much.. and play some blackjack to get more tickets.
Jaxie thinks sunday's are the most boring days because nothing ever happens and she ends up doing stuff she normally doesn't do, not that that's a bad thing..
Also.. Jaxie thinks her house is often very boring when her mom isn't in it, Jaxie's mom is a very cheerfull person, who can always make Jaxie feel much better when she's feeling down or sick..
Jaxie loves her mom a lot, and is not ashamed of that at all.. because all children and mothers should be like that, interact with love and understanding..
I think Jaxie's lucky to have a mother like her's.. and she is gratefull..
Now talking about the rest of Jaxie's life..
Jaxie went on a survival trip with school this last week, only because it's mandatory.. it was very exhausting and it ended up giving her a very annoying cold that just started.. she didn't sleep much there either.. her airbed was uncomfortable and the people in the tent were loud, not that Jaxie minded the loud people much.. she enjoys listening to them.. for some reason she's not aware of.
Obviously Jaxie started school again and she's been working hard to do her best and even be ahead on her homework..
One class she had last year she doesn't have to do this year, wich will cause her to have a lot less work to do this school year.. Jaxie likes that because she struggled last year, and didn't even make it.. so she's doing last year over, she doesn't mind that either.. because she's been held back before and she actually finds it better to pass with very good grades, then pass with mediocre one's..
At the moment Jaxie is very tired, but she has a headache that is keeping her awake.. and she hasn't eaten much today, nor does she want to.
Jaxie's very thankfull for all of her friends who support her and are good friends to her.. she doesn't know how to repay them for being who they are..
But.. now is the time that Jaxie is going to end this journal entry.. but she will write again sometime.. you'll see..
Untill later.. ~Jaxie.
 Disturbed_JAX · Sun Sep 17, 2006 @ 04:08pm · 0 Comments |
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Yes yes, this is an ode to Angelus for being a great friend to me ^.^ <3 -huggles-
He also helped me when my account was hacked ^^
Disturbed_JAX · Fri Aug 11, 2006 @ 06:22pm · 0 Comments |
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I was hacked last week, but it's fine, i got my account back.
I'm now sitting here.. 9 am in the morning.. slept ok i guess, it's been almost 4 weeks since Jet lost his internet and i'm kinda starting to getting sick of that, want em to come back right now.
I redecorated my room and put in wooden flooring last week or the week before, i don't remember, had a family dinner cause of my dad's 50th birthday.
What can i say.. my life's not that interesting, i could rant on a bit, don't think anyone would mind.. I got held back in school, so that kinda sucked, but it's fine, i don't care much.. I'm just gonna do the year over and if that doesn't work, i'm going to college.
The weather here in Holland is really hot all of a sudden.. hottest summer ever, they say.
I've failed to find a good summer job, much to the disappointment of my dad.. i'll keep looking, but i don't neccesarily need one. I've found some true friends over the years i've been a member of Gaia.. some really great friends, those are pretty hard to find, ya know? I'm very thankfull for them.. couldn't ask for anyone better..
You guys.. you know who you are, thank you, so very much.
On a more personal note.. i don't think it's been going very well in my family.. mom and dad "discuss all the time" the rest of the family doesn't seem to get any better either..
Anyways.. I think i'm going to close this off, i've written enough for one day..
Now for some wise words.. Don't let anyone spoil your dreams. Let wisdom guide thine speech.
Disturbed_JAX · Sat Jul 22, 2006 @ 08:13am · 2 Comments |
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That's pretty much how i feel.. No subject..
The feeling of emptyness.. lonelyness.. wanting to make everything perfect but failing miserably..
On the other hand im happy.. it's a strange thing.. emotion..
Disturbed_JAX · Fri Mar 17, 2006 @ 11:08pm · 2 Comments |
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I must say, things are going pretty good, i guess.
Jet moving, urge for school that will soon fade after school starts, really, im not trying to be sarcastic here, things are really going good
I've improved myself as a person, im learning things that are important to me, time wih friends, some at least..
i miss my friends though, the one's that i never see anymore.. they dont seem to enjoy talking to me either.. i guess they've grown tired of me, cant blame em, lol.
I went to utrecht yesterday, its a big city in holland, hour drive, its was pretty cool, bought some comics, but now that i've read the comics, i want the rest of the series, lol, its ok though, i can find the comics somewhere else too i guess, just gotta look further then the length of my nose, also, because its a little late at the moment, i think i'll go to bed, again, second time today, took a long nap earlier, i think i'll take more naps during the day, at least while jet's moving his stuff and setting it up.
I'd better quit now before i go on for hours >.<
Later.
Disturbed_JAX · Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 11:32pm · 2 Comments |
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I've come to the conclusion.. whenever i say something goes right.. it turns bad, so...
well.. nothing..
when something goes right, i'll say it, like now, i have nothing to complain, well, except that i have a sore throat, but thats about it.
im gonna stick to making small posts.
-The End.
Disturbed_JAX · Thu Jun 30, 2005 @ 09:18pm · 3 Comments |
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