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It's been a month since I've gone down, but I'm still moving forward. He, however, still won't leave my mind. It's gone to nighmares, screaming myself up at night, and random crying. I try my best to keep myself and my mind away, but no matter how far I go, the memory follows me. I've made this my main account, and left no trace of my past, besides some people, with me. It's getting harder to go to sleep at night when all I can think of is.. him. Whenever I hear the words "Liver", "Skrillex", and "Roxas", I seriously feel like punching a wall. I never want to see that stupid guy ever again. I've taken all the risks to get him out of my head. I've stopped listening to Skrillex and changed to 8-bit. I've stopped playing "Kingdom Hearts: 358/2 days", even though I made a goal to defeat that Antlion. I've even restricted myself from walking around in panties, which is SUPER HARD for me. This is gonna be hell.