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Today after I got home from summer school, I took a long nap. While I was napping, I dreamt of myself being alone, in the dark. I've had this nightmare multiple times before, but this one was strangely different.

Before, I would just stand in the middle of no where. No one else accompanied me. I was completely alone and I would just stare into nothing. This one made me...more terrified than usual. While I stood in complete darkness, I was actually surrounded by my friends. They laughed, cried, and enjoyed eachothers' company. Me. I just stood watching them, being happy. To see them smile, made me smile. I wanted to join them, but something pulled me back by my shoulder. I look and there was nothing. There was something though...

Glowing brightly, were two bloody thirsty eyes. I thought to myself and wondered if I was going to die. I look to my friends for help. When they turned...I saw their faces filled with disgust and hatred toward me. They slowly walked away, then faded into the shadows. I look to my left and my right. There were two people left. I couldn't see their faces, but I knew their names right away. I tried to hide behind them, but they wouldn't let me. Instead, they also turned their backs and walked away. I cried for them to come back...but they never did...The taller being, was special to me once, told me in a cold voice that he had no need for me anymore...The shorter one who was my very heart and soul to me was distracted by another person behind them. The shorter one was attracted to that other person that was waiting for him from far away. They were gone.

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Now, I'm alone.
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Everyone left me. I was alone to deal with this dark evil being, which stared at me with hungry; starving eyes. I collasp on to the ground and cried for anyone to come rescue me. No one came back.

Next thing I knew, i was surrounded by darkness. That's when I wake up.

Some time later, I wanted to talk to my friends, but they were busy. I didn't want to disturb them tho. I got lonley. I had no one to talk to. I started thinking. What if my horrible nightmare was coming true? what if we were slowly drifting apart...

Drifting away from eachother until we would never see eachother again. That's my worst fear. My deepest, darkest fear... And I hope this nightmare never becomes a reality.