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belltara
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Posted: Fri Aug 07, 2009 @ 04:36am

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	Part of my flies, Part of my cries. Life can be a bucket of unfair, but so sugar coated in good. Laugh and love, wallow in despair. Is life ever in control, or are we all along for the ride.

Posted: Tue Jul 07, 2009 @ 09:12pm

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	To those no longer here A part of me goes with you. May your eternal souls float with the wind to where you want to be no matter where I'll be there in part. rest assured you are not forgotten.

belltara
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 @ 02:38am

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	just a random play of words. makes no sence to me really but i was board. The worlds not what you think Baby girls and boy gotta grow So inoccent, tell its lost The worlds not what you think Its not always a warm and pretty place But I hope you find your safe home. You'll learn You need to stand strong before you run You'll learn I hope you find a safe warm home But you need to work for it.

Posted: Fri Sep 19, 2008 @ 04:30am

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	Wrapped up so tight I need some room to breath Feel like I might shatter Love and friends hold me together I need to be me Or part of the "we" Feel like Im spinning Feel like I might fall No end in sight so very busy I want time away To free the child's heart in me Just let the spinning slow down a little ( Life so hectic right now I do feel like Im spinning in to many circles. I need a break.)

belltara
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Posted: Sun Jun 08, 2008 @ 01:25am

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	I'm no savior I'm no saint but even so I bear no taint I'm no demon I'm no devil but I'm hardly on the straight and level I'm no sinner I'm no saint but the veil could be no thinner the border line seems so faint I'm on the balance between love and hate one way or another for excuses there is no other no angel wing no devil horn I feel so torn no havens halo or hells fire this mixed feeling is so dire I'm no sinner I'm no saint but the veil could be no thinner the border line seems so faint I'm on the balance between love and hate I have my sins and still I have morals the difference is, between good and evil, only to be human

Posted: Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 08:40pm

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	In this world I live in I know so few things. I thought I knew my heart and for a while I thought I had none For a while I thought I liked you.. No I thought maybe love or maybe still do. But I only care I hope For a while I thought I hated you I wanted to hate you But now I know strive for what you have Though I still like you I only strive for my own And I watch you wishing you none of my pain.

belltara
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Posted: Wed Nov 14, 2007 @ 01:08am

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	Eight minutes of hell When all I can see is him and not me I'll say it hurts but I won't ever show it He doesn't see me or not in that light but then he almost changes but only to a close friend So why does it always hurt Why do I always hide why do I see him difrently then he sees me?

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