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These Are The Dreams We Cannot Reach
There is nothing here today. There was nothing her yesterday. There will be nothing here tomorrow. These Are The Dreams We Cannot Reach On Our Own
..::Quest(s)::..
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Post Permanent Link Evenglory · Thu Feb 15, 2007 @ 06:07pm · 0 Comments
"Another Day" by Evenglory
She stared outside into the cold, think air
Her mind raced about
Twisting and Fogged
Memories rushing about
Inside her empty heart
She askes herself questions
In which she cannot answer herself
A murmur of words
About, about?
A tear from happy eyes
Pout, pout
The glare in the window
The person glares back
Eyes glaring
Mind staring
Medaphores and phrases
Come with any phases
As we fall into our places
Turn around, turn about
Turn to yell, turn to pout
Cold ice whips her sharp eye
Soft rain falls to the hard ground
Dear child, listen
Do you heart it?
Listen closely now
Listen Children

A wise man once told me
"The world did not turn it's back on you,
You turned your back on the world."

She stares at the white floor
The walls close in on her
She cannot speak the words she wants
Poor child.
You may live again one day...
Her eyes they shut
Her beat stops now
The song is dieing down
The memories so close to her
Of a past not her own.
You may die another day...
Death, life,
How do you work?
Understand, understood.
Poor child.
She'll die one day
Tjhe cuts on her arm are straight
Why isn't he here for me? she askes herself
She doesn't mean to
She didn't mean to
As she cries procelain tears
As she bleeds crimson black
One alone can save me
Millions more can break me
Don't try to fix her
She is not broken
Crimson to procelain
Words we cannot speak
Spin, spun.
A wise man once told me
"There is someone out there for you
So live life to the fullest."

I'm gonna die one day...
So I'll live until then

The Rain Spat Love
The Rain Spat hate

Post Permanent Link Evenglory · Thu Jan 11, 2007 @ 08:15pm · 1 Comments
Name:
Hayley

Likes:
Music
Friends,
Non-labelers,
Non-labels,
Black,
Invader Zim (show and Gir),
Being online/computer,
Writing,
Skiing/snowboarding,
The rain (No, I', not emo),
Being gothic/punk
reading Books/Manga/Anime
Videogames (Wii, DS, PS2, PSP, X-Box, etc.)

Moderate with:
School
Older brother

Dislikes:
Preps
People who think they're all 'that'
People cutting themselves
People dieing
Little Brother
When people label me
Labels in general
Labelers
Bright colors (They blind me @_@)
Being called a homo (I really hate it... so what? I gave a friend a hug because she was said. That gives you no authority to call me a homo!)
Having people make fun of my friends
People that just plain out bug me
Someone making me listen to country music (Twitchiness)
HAVING NO MUSIC!!!!!!!

Favorite Book(s) Series:
[The] Warriors Series
[The]Magic or Madness Series
[The]Amelia Atwater-Rhodes Series

Favorite Music Genres:
Metal
Heavy Metal
Trash metal
Speed Metal
J-Metal
Alternitive
Alternitive Rock
Rock
J-Rock
Contemporary


Fave Band/Bands:
Death Cab for Cutie
Flogging Molly (Celtic Rock/Alternitive band)
Green Day
In Flames
Korn
Linkin park
Slipknot (Moderately)
System of A down

Started Gaia on this Account:
(Unknown as of Now)

First account on Gaia Online:
3 years ago

Favorite Movies:
Pirates of The Carribean (Series Wise)
Music Videos
The Pursuit of Happyness (Yes, the Y in happyness is supposed to be there)
Scary Movie (Series Wise)
Van Helsing
Dracula (Different Verisions)
..::MANY MORE::..

Fave Movies Genres:
Horror (Moderately)
Action
Comedey
..::ETC::..

Current Roleplaying Thread(s):

The Hunt - [Vampire & Werewolf Roleplay]
Gaian Username: Evenglory
Name: Risika Umatoni
Age: 15
Bio: Though she can remember little about her family and her cursed brother of
her past life, she knows it wasn't a very "happy" life. When her brother joined the
military of their country to help fight a war, she decided to disguise herself as a
boy and join the military to be along with her brother, the only thing that mattered
to her. During the army, she got lost on a patrol and was stalked and hunted down
by a vampire. She can't remember much more. Risika is usually calm, and quiet.
She was never very talkative and cared much for others sake and fate.
Pet: Resareno
(Her pet also forms to her weapons and is tiny and hand-sized.
Appearance:Risika Umatoni
(Just with long, black chain pants)

(Still Waiting For The Okay To Roleplay)

MP3 Player Systematics:
iPod ..::Silver-Nano::..
iPod ..::White-Shuffle::..

Style:
Goth
Punk
Emo (slightly)
(and/or)
Gothic-Punk
Gothic-Emo
Punk-Emo











User Image


Post Permanent Link Evenglory · Sat Jan 06, 2007 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments
..::Don't Leave Me::..
"I came in and I cried,
I could not stand it.
His blood dripped everywhere...
Where would he go?"

Don't leave me just yet!
Don't leave me now!
Don't leave me!
How could you do this?
Don't leave me be!
All alone in here,
Don't leave me!

I will not go,
If I didn't want to,
I don't want to go.
Why did I do this...?
Don't cry, my dear,
You know I'll hold you near.

Post Permanent Link Evenglory · Tue Oct 31, 2006 @ 03:01am · 0 Comments
"Lives need no habitance,
Nor of the realms.
Lives need nothing,
Nothing but themselves."

"My dearly departed,
You leave me broken-hearted.
I loved you ever so,
We lay where the red fern grow."

"Times passes as we cry,
Times passes as we die.
Lives never to be told,
Lives never to unfold."

"If lives could be given,
Lives would be driven.
But not the case,
So watch the ace."

"Red is for bloodshed,
Life is for hope.
Blue is for tears,
Happiness is to mope."

"As we die here together,
There goes weather.
here goes summer,
Only but to the dumber."

"A red fern for you,
A red fern for me.
A red fern for thee,
A red fern for do."

A poem recited next to John and Kristie,
My dearly Departed.


Post Permanent Link Evenglory · Sun Oct 15, 2006 @ 07:58pm · 0 Comments
Sometimes I wish you were here with me...
Sometimes I wish you were with me,
we were always young and wild and free.
But that was then,
why can't I get over it!
I still love you,
you know it too.
Why can't I be with you...?
Everyday, i gaze upon you,
Look at your eyes
and fall up, into the sky.
Like silk against the skin,
it rains again.
I'm colpasing in,
colpasing...in.
I know i can't be me again,
with you again.
You keep me away from whom
I really am,
I greet you,
smile too.
I don't smile much...almost never.
But when I look at you,
I know and will smile forever.
I and you know it too.
But...
Sometimes I wish I were there with you.
Sometimes I wish you were here with me.

I love you so,
you kept me away from my knife
and bow,
and that dreaded arrow.
Why can't you love me still?
Why can't we be still?
Why?
Oh, why?
Can't we move anymore?
The ground is soft,
the ground is wet,
and yet...
our grave together,
us holding hands in the dirt,
you wearing your skirt,
me in my jeans.
All red and white,
both of us red
in whites and now pinks.
We hold hands in the dirt in which we lay,
That's only because we both died today.
Inbetween our graves,
grows a red fern,
like in the story we read,
to bad we are dead.
We cannot see it,
but we know it is there between us.
I wish I could love,
I wish I could hold you tightly in my arms.
I wish...
I wish...
We hadn't lied to each other,
we should have been bolder.
I wish...
I wish...
Please, god sir, please...
Let us see our red fern,
for we died of unhappiness
but our love for each other,
sprouted a red fern,
a Red fern, a red fern heart,
a red fern for me and you,
A red fern for the love of me and you.

Toegther we lay,
we both died today.
The book we both loved,
Where the red fern grows,
it's real,
for us.

In memory, with love, for
John and Kristie.
By John himself before his death next to her.


Post Permanent Link Evenglory · Mon May 01, 2006 @ 12:55am · 1 Comments
Evenglory
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