Why?
Becuse the only person who has to live with me is me. People will come and go. I am here to stay in my own mind forever. My own family could hate me for who I am. The more conservative people in my family most likely will disown/harrass/try to change me when I come out to them as gay one day. That is their own ******** problem. If they do not love me for who I am I don't care.
I refuse to care of what society thinks of me. ******** THE MEDIA, ******** THE STANDARDS, ******** THE IDEALS! I will act the way I want, love who I want, feel the way I want, this is my life not society's. If I wanna do a big girl I will. If I wanna wear leather pants or a shirt that has some gay pride thing on it, I will. If I want to be hyper and drink caffiene I will. If I wanna wear a No one can stop me. The truth is people wish they could be like me. They wish the were not self consious. One of my friends said the other day he thinks I am the only person who is not insecure. It's true for them most part. I just know these things are things we get over.
 Dark_Style · Tue Jan 29, 2008 @ 05:33am · 3 Comments |
