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Who shall save me,
save me from trouble.
From my problems,
from the fear
Why me,
why do I have to endure the pain.
That fear and pain mix together,
making a unstoppable fear of being hurt.
I shall be hurt many times,
from that same person.
The one I thought I loved.

This is dedicated to my mom who is having problems with her anger.I wish she could readthis, but then i think I would have to hurt myself.

Oh lonely wolf of what I am, save me from the scary clan. Of hoom who want to kill me, on the bed of bones. They fallow me, nipping at my belly. The nipping words. My sane mind will break down, attacking anything in sight. Fierce jowls will clamp on their throats, hoping to kill them. Only the one thing can keep me from my spree of torture to those bitches and brutes I hate. That thing is them, my pack, my clan. My sanctuary of hope, help. Those things, that pack is my gang, my pack or friends. They save me from the stuff I would do, the stuff unforgiving. Please save me my friends, from the horror, the pain, the suffering I could inflict on those people that I hate.

As you can see im in a depressed mood. And I had to let it out by writing.
-grabs friends- anger is the thing in my stare, my evil stare of death that i want to kill those preps, posers, skanks, sluts, whores. YOU FREAKEN GET THE CASE!!
-grabs Boggie and gives evil stares to noone. Sits near friends. Isolated- stare stare

why do i feel this way, wanting sadness to erupt and vanish. take my life, my possessions and such. all i care about is my friends, they are my family, my sancuary from my mother. her yellings do not give me hope of a better life.

-cuddles cat by the neck, grabs dog- kitteh,.. doggeh.. MINE!!! scream scream scream scream

Why is it when your sick all you want to do is die. Me for exp. i have a virus, duh duh duh. And all i wanna do is ..you know... go. Please help meh!! scream scream scream I hate being sick. Dont take me to the doctor!! NO SHOTS FOR MEH!!!! scream scream scream gonk gonk gonk crying crying -TidBit

Oh wo is me. My love has been taken by a b**** named Crystal . I can not believe it. My heart is broken. crying crying crying I was tlking to him on the phone and then he blurted out ,"I have a new gf!". I said. "..... Who?" "Crystal", he said. We liked each other, I thinks he still likes me but, my heart is broken as it still is in mind. I cant believe this. I HATE YOU CRYSTAL!!! scream scream scream
This cant be happening. I've lost, she has one. He won't even talk to me unless I call him. I can't live now. Save me.. I have an idea question question I will become a ninja ninja and KILL HER!!! scream scream scream -TidBit 3nodding

Hey all you dum dums out there. Jk. how are you all! This is ze first time doin this so be patient. domokun I can be a bit crazy at times so back off! rofl 4laugh Also getting mad is one that comes alot.... stressed hehe. People if ya like anime or manga answer meh!!! scream lol. I like to role play alot. Anime an Manga r ze best!!! scream If you r a rp/anime/manga lover like me please write meh an maybe we can exchange sn and roleplay. i love this!!! biggrin hehehehehe So......wuts up. See told you i was crazy!!!!
[There would be lots of pictures on this if only i could figure out how to put em on em!] Thanks people! scream -TidBit