You don't want to reach for me, do you?
I mean nothing to you...
The little things give you away.
But now there will be no mistaking
The levers are breaking...
All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly love come to you...
And six feet underwater
I do...
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It's true. every single word is true. Nothing Could describe this better... I can't even stop these tears from falling... im going to drown in my sorrow and emotion. all you ever want is someone to date... i feel worthless.a piece of nothing... you never tell me anything anymore, unless what he's telling me is a lie... but... i know he wouldn't ever lie to me. i love you. why can't you understand that? i love you more than anything! you're the only person i've ever cared this much for. how can you not see it? i can just tell how you feel....i can see through it all. all you do is try to hide it. but..... i'm going to drown in my swollen emotions... but.. i.. i can't take it anymore! i just want you to ell me.. please... how do you really feel about me? ........ what do i really mean to you? what are you not telling me? i just want you to know... only you can make me feel this way. just... tell me. there's nothing that can stop me from loving you. nothing. but, i only feel like nothing.... i'm just here. that's it. i'm tired of him telling me everything! i want to hear it from you! even if it would make me totally collapse. i don't care. i'll still love you with every piece of my smashing, breaking, aching heart. but he's told me things. i refuse to believe them, but i know it's all true. i refuse to believe it because i want to hear you tell me yourself. because in reality, you're the only one i think about so much. so... please. just tell me the truth.... it's all i want to know.
 xXthe-no-VoiDXx · Sat Jun 11, 2011 @ 01:46am · 0 Comments |
