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So Saterday night was pretty awesome! As I posted earlier Jared took me to see the tournament of kings! We sat in the Dragon Section so we got to root for EVIL (dun dun dun) it was fun. We also played in the arecade i one three prizes at once from a claw machine it was very cool! Sunday i didnt get to go to brads but Amanda did come to jareds house we played board games all day it was neat.
Today i am back at school currently im in the computer lab avoiding theatre peoplle. They overheard me talking to someone about my free time in the morning and said for me to come in at that time but i think that was mean of them so i have an eleborate story for why i am not showing up.
Saterday Why While i was getting ready for the show Eb games called me, they said i had a lot of experience and wanted to higher me for one day a week for the holiday at the least.. I think it will be really neat to work at the game store. I will also be working 2 or 3 days a month helping jareds mom. Which will be cool if she ever lets me know when shell need me *sigh* So if she does ill have 2 small jobs equalling one medium check YAY, However im going to tell them i cant work this saterday because i wanna go to ren fair.
As everyne already knows im pretty pissed about this whole.... show thing. I feel taken advantage of. I asked my teacher if i was supposed to be chooseing what days i wanted. And he said know just put as many days as your available and we will tell you what 3 days we need you.... They schduled me for everyday i put accept one...bullshit. Im going to tell them i cant work the 15 or the 12 for my interview and Dariens birthday...of course im prolly just gonna say both are for the interview.
Well thats all for now i guess ill have to put some more stuff later..
 Teki · Mon Oct 09, 2006 @ 05:44pm · 0 Comments |
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Oy, Chill out
Current mood: dorky
The world is acting so freaking Bitcy this week, First of all people at school need to take some sort of serious chill pill, if someone flicks you off theres no need to kick there as and if someone bumps into you theres no reason to flick them off. There is also no reason to cut me in the lunch line or act obnoxious to a teacher im trying to pay attention to. There is also very little reason to yell at a person who is cheerful, that is if they are cheerful after 8 am before then there is reason to hate cheerful people. I also decided rescently that society is to into what is adult and what is not, and also Jews seem to be everywhere. I will now explain my self back wards from wence i annouced my assumptions. So to begin with , why are Jews everywhere, So far i think ive learned about a Jewish person in almost all my classes and met alot of them, I think though it is because My wonderful boyfreind is one that now i just notice them more. As for societys fascination with the adult state of mind, ok when people dont do what they want to do because they think its to mature thats freaking sad and its also all ive been hearing lately, my parents keep telling me to grow up when i laugh at stuff because im about to be 18...yeah im getting older but i still like to enjoy my self. I mean stuff like commiting crimes and drinking till your best freind turns into a toiler or snorting crack until your nose falls apart yeah thats all imature in a bad way not to mention disgusting....but me getting excited about a movie or a 30 year old man wanting to skate is not bad....lifes to short to worry about what is age apropriate and whats not....bearing in mind 3 year olds should not be watching porn. As for people being bitchy...i dont know why the world is being bitchy ...maybe its because they are all have absouloutly no fun because they are worried about ...being immature O.O well thats me spilling my brain thoughts of to day...
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Before the Birthday: I managed to twist my ankle in the process of buying Haloween things at Party city. When it happened these to Woman were stareing at me o couldnt figure out if they were silently concerned or, if they were silently laughing. All i know is they were silently stareing.
Birthday magic: I expected the majority of the day to be uneventful with Occasionaly happy birthday because my festivites were planned to happen at night, I was wrong about this though, wheni arrived at school i was imeaditly glomped by several people and Melanie and Brad both had presents for me I felt special and a little guilty because ive had melanies present in my room since July, but only cause i dont want to bring it to school and break it. I figure ill probably just risk it on monday, I was kinda disapointed that Rika wasnt there so i could wish her a happy birthday to but she has less classes then me so i do not see her as often so if shes reading this HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Threw out the day turned into what i expected the occasional happy birthday here or there. After school was sucky because my mom yelled at me fore asking my brother to remove his a** from the front seat and i had to return some stuffs to get money after all this i went to sleep till about 5:30 when i got up to get ready. I got to wear this really pretty dress my mom bought me, I felt it looked really good on me. After i got ready i went to the Outback to have dinner with my family and 3 freinds seeing i was only alowed to invite 3 and then one last minute but he also cancled last minute...and one my mom invited but i dont mind because i think hes cool and was glad to have him there. The three of them came in the opposite order i had expected i expected them to show up Nick, Jared, Brad but instead it was Brad, Nick, Jared...because Jared had to wait for his pants to dry. Dinner was really really cool i got almost everything i wanted for my birthday accept i need a new sweater still and I got loads of games and a Psp YAY! After Dinner Jared and I went to see Ave Q. It took for ever for the doors to open so we looked around for a bit and took pictures in front of the sign then when the doors did finally open we had to wait for some more doors to open so we sat in this little corner wear there were some seats and cuddled a little bit then these two woman came in and said "is this spot for newly weds only?" and i said um...you can sit and i scooted over and they sat down ad we all talked about this other ladys crazey hair. when the doors opened and we had sat down in the theatre Jared wanted to know when we had gotten married and i said i dunno i didnt wanan dash her fantasies we laughed. The play it self was amazing the acting the lightign the sound i loved it!!!! not to mention it was histerically funny I really liked Nikki and Rod they reminded me of me and brad. I got a tshirt a program and a Key chain for the show, i also bought a pen but im going to give that to my freind amanda. After the show Jared took me home and told me how pretty i was etc, I really really had fun on my birthday i was really happy!
The next day: The next day i woke up and had a gamer morning which ive discovered im turning into... a gamer that is. After a while Jared called and asked if i was ready to go and i was so we left and he took me to I hop we got the same watiress as last time we think she on speed.Then we went to his house and just messesd around till it was time to go pic up Girl sam, Guy sam and Guy sams freind Carilie. After we picked them up we discovered Sam has gained a really big ego and we kinda dont like it. so anyway we picked them up and had to run around trying to get Guy sams money out of his bank...we failed at this and then we went to the Ren Fair, it was ok it wasnt at all what i expected it was alot smaller and alot less eventfully but it was still ok Sam and Sam and Carlie disapeared when we got there so me and Jared wondered around looking at random stuff we ran into Many people we knew i like Melanies make up and really like Rikas costume but melanie had lots of other freinds she was hanging out with and rika didnt seem to intrseted in being with us which was ok so we carried on alone. Jared bought me a princess hat so the wenches wouldnt steal his princess and i bought me self a sword. Jared got a very decrotive hunting knife it was really pretty. Soon my ankle started to hurt bad and His legs were sore so we found Girl Sam who had finally escaped her captives and then Sam had to Buy Carlie to get her back which left Guy sam, who finally showed up and threw a fit cause we wanted to leave and then carlie didnt but she couldnt get a ride with the people sam wanted to get a ride with it was annoying and made me mad and crankey and i felt bad for Jared... in the end we left and took girl sam with us and left Carlie and Sam there. I hope they got home ok. after renfair i bought Ice cream for Jared and I and we hung at his house until i got to go home over all id say it was a pretty good day to.
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YAY ive been haveing alot of fun lately just doing stuff i like not haveing to work even though im going to have to start doing it sometime soon *sigh* but lets not discuss the depressing Friday was Jareds Party SOOO Rocked!! there were soooo many people there some of them i knew some of them i met for the first time ill post some pics here, Then Saterday we took Cambria Bowling and ill see him again on monday ive even been seeing a litttle bit more of my freinds lately which is cool!. I saw a bunch of them at the party adn i ate Dinner with Rika and miles a little while ago and I went to the movies and bowling with melanie and her sister. Also this weekend i will see them because Sclazo is haveing a halloween party too YAY.
Teki · Mon Oct 24, 2005 @ 03:22am · 0 Comments |
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OK so things have been relativly good and i felt i should post again, her is my posting. My dental apointment has been post poned due to my mom getting a drug test that day for her new job. Her getting a new job could be a good thing could be a bad thing, see shell be working grave so shell have to sleep during the day, and i will be all alone...with suzanne at k mart....but alas its good for my mom newer better job i guess. Things are going just swimmingly with Jared hes most wonderful, he and i went to Anthonys play last night, it was a very good performancer i enjoyed it, and jared did to. We saw Rika and Miles there, there the same as ever. We also saw Racheal which is cool havent seen her since Prom...i think. Scalzo seems to be feeling better about himself thats always good, and melanie is comeing home soon. OH YEAH GOOD NEWS i got lights for Bad seed i wanted macbeth but bad seed is good to only prob is Mary is the stage manager and i dont really like her very much. aside that, lets talk about jared more cause he is amazingly good looking tee hee. Last night he took me for ice cream and i wanted to pay and he wouldnt let me he pays for everything so i wanted t pay for somethign i mean i work and stuff i have some monies but he is too sweet to let me I made him watch anime he thought it was silly which is ok, and he made me watch the star wars catoon thingy (its to early in the morning lol) and i thought it was cooool. His mom doesnt think i talk to her enough i will have to work on that, but she doesnt talk to me very often ither. anyways, im hungrey and i have to go to the potty room so im going to end this journal now....
Teki · Sun Aug 21, 2005 @ 11:17pm · 0 Comments |
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I am....mellow, things are good accept for the looming school year, and dental apointmenr on the 22nd, not to mention WORK SUCKS, @ anyrate things are good i mean im not depressed or anything, actually im remotly happy, Jared and Hang out alot latetly, things are good with him its not like other guys who ive dated and been afraid that the tiniest little thing will piss them off and theyll break it up with me. Hes like the first guy to ask me to play games and ACTUALLY play a multiplayer with me not allowe me to view him play. It was wicked fun i almost kicked his a** at Mario Smash!!! not to mention he takes me places like the other night he took me to a concert to see Panic at the Disco!!! who rocked out loud!!! and he bought me a t- shirt Pwee. Aside Jared I almost got to go to the rhersal i worked so hard to get a day off for but no one was there I waited for ever i was kinda disapointed but oh well austin got to see the school so thats always good. Anyways i have to go in for my root canal on the 22nd which sucks bad, im not looking foreward to it in anyway what so ever but i guess oh well i have to do it. its gonna be miserable, mom will probably yell at me for the cost as if its my fault *sigh* at anyrate im still very worried about the profiency but i think i will probably do ok. Suzanne (my boss) pissed me off to the point where i think im gonna look for another job, she basically told me i was a worthless employee simply because i do more then any one else and that causes me to hate my job....yeah....anyways. Things seem to be ok aside that. love all who read this later.
Teki · Sun Aug 14, 2005 @ 07:03am · 0 Comments |
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The good: Comic con itself was pretty fun i got lots of neat stuff, that i paid way to much money for wooo. I got to spend time with my nana which is always fun. Even though im still single one of melanies Exs (i have a nasty habit of doing this) has shown some intrest in me I think i might actuallly have a chance he and i plan to go out on tuesday ^^ i is so excited. Oh and the olan mills rep guy at my work gave me free pictures all i have to pay is the sitting fee and brad agreed to take them with me we are gonna wear our Zim shirts i think it will be cute. Also the new harry potter book is turnign out to be better then last althought out of no where everyone is "in love" with someone and i do mean everyone shish.
The Bad: My room is a mess yep i have to clean it as soon as im done typeoing this. The bad thing about comic con was Rika got pissed at me and took off so i got to spend the day with my grandma. Mark and Brad are still going at it drives me nuts all the suddent Brads im here im queer get used to it and im all i know shut up and talk about something more intresting to me. no brad and him say they are "in love" they have claimed this since there second date, while it is not that i think they cant be in love I just think that its a bit soon to be determining that particular feeling. Brads gonna be pissed at me for saying this but i have to vent somewhere. While it bothers me a little that they have expressed such a strong feeling so soon is a new relationship what bothers me even more is brads determination to ******** the guy i mean honestly hes like a gay slut its the weirdest thing ive ever heardbut i guess what eve makes him happy so long as he doesnt catch some strange disease.
The Ugly: ME lol ok so it wasnt that funny <.< >.>
Teki · Mon Jul 25, 2005 @ 12:18am · 1 Comments |
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So Brads run off to michagon, because his granpa died sadness is with him cry , however by the time he comes back i will be in San Diego Woo for commic con so i wont see him for 2 whole weeks oh what sadness is mine crying i will be with out him. The good news is ill be spending some time with Rika whom i havnt seen all summer which is cool hopefully her and miles wont depress me to much but i dont know im kinda getting over it rolleyes . Even better news is i actually found a swimsuit that doesnt look like rotten s**t on my fat a** so thats good and its poka dots ^^ , lets see what else is there to post not much really oh well catch you alls laters.
Teki · Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 10:59pm · 0 Comments |
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woa the crap that is my life |
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I hate my life right now its sooo boreing. Brad met this 28 year old guy and suddenly hes become a b***h, all he cares about is what he can do with "Mark" how gay he can be and how far he can get away from his mom. I miss the old Brad. I've been talking to nick more but he still isnt on enough and i still miss him to much. Im really tired im soooo sick of working im tired of going in and being responsible for just about everything because if i dont do it it doesnt get done and im the one who will get yelled at. On top of that i cant find any pants to fit my fat a** and i hate that shopping for pants depresses me.
Teki · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 12:16am · 0 Comments |
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God my life is so boreing right now unlike when skool let out i cant really worry about Graduation and classes and grades so i figure ill just try and enjoy the summer but GOD ITS BOREING i work all the time the only people ive seen his Sam and Brad oh and other Sam. Sammy left yesterday he went to Concrete to visit his Family when he comes back hes not staying for long he going into the military the 4th i think he said im going to miss him like crazey. Im a little pissed at Ian at the moment i think hes being a jerk about the whole thing. Im succeded to Freindship and have tried to do so but he like wants nothing to do with me right now its really annoying as ********. He has a new girlfreind her name is melissa i texted him on his birthday and got this in response "this is Ians Girlfreind, Leave him alone, Have a nice Life." so from past experiences with His Ex I freaked a little and told her he would have to tell me about it and i think hes nicer then that. So i then confronted him about it because not im suspicous of him talking s**t because ive never met this girl and so i confront him and he got pissed at me so im pissed at him the whole thing is high skool and retarded but thats beside the poiint I really wish i knew more single guys at the moment. So far my only prospects are Nick and Nick ....Nick S Ive already dated and although not very long i dont want to again i dont date the same guy Twice unless its Sam or Nick A. Who i cant date because he is STIll in Ohio...well hell be in Kentucky at the end of the summer. any ways the lack of date makes for a very boreing summer not to mention its gonna make Comic Con Hell on wheels because Rika is comeing with me and Miles is going With Graham ...maybe ill like Graham but Rika said he wouldnt be intrested in me oh well. Im still gonna watch Miles and Rika Smoochy and im not gonna do anything about it because there dateing its what they do so long as theres not sex in front of me but you also have to admit its going to be rather depressing. On top of that Rika and Miles want to go to this Haunted Hotel and while i dont mind going im the one who has to talk my Nana into it which although my nana useually goes with le flow, from the way my moms reacted i dont see that as being Easy and i dont see telling Rika no should i have to being easy ither. any ways Other then that all ive been doing is working my a** off i think its abuse i only get two days a week off so i work almost every night yet people wonder why i sleep till 11 all the time shish anyway thats about it for now. i guess this has been long enough later.
Teki · Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 09:42pm · 0 Comments |
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What makes a person imature? I have come to the conclusion this afternoon that i For one am Imature and i also think that this is why Ian doesnt like me. He tells me today that he is intrested in another girl she is 21, I am of course 17 and he is going to be 19 on thursday. Carol was older then him too, so i think that i was just to immature for him not good enough as useual i dont know what to do with myself anymore i feel like im not good enough for life my existance is really meaningless, Im pretty much to dumb for skool Im not pretty enough for modeling or acting or anything like that Im to clingy im to immature im just not good enough. I started to hate myself more and more and people just keep makeing it worse. Like at work not matter what i do there it wasnt good enough i get yelled at and screamed at im not old enough for Ian and to clingy for Sam, Nik and Jonathan. I wasnt into sports enough for Corey and i was NOT clingy enough for Vince. It just seems that i suck and theres nothing i can do about it i dont know how to change my personality i just dont everything is wrong and when i try to tell people this im wrong for saying it OH GOD its so frustrating like im constantly running into brick walls i HATE THIS. Im gonna go because im starting to cry and thats also wrong. cry
Teki · Fri Jun 17, 2005 @ 10:08pm · 3 Comments |
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