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---Almost Home---
Well im still here in Iraq im almost home in about a month. iI know that i should be happy and all but with my job its kind of hard everyday i leave the wire knowing i might not come back and everyday (so far) i have come back knowing that i will do it again tomorrow... So why cant I just be happy that im going home already has being out here accepting all of the possabilities of wat could happen to me have affected me that much...I know deep inside that i want nothing more than to be home holding my wife and daughter but i guess the fact that im not home yet is wat makes me like this....I have a job to do and peoples lives depend on me and im not home yet and if i just start to get lazy since im aboutto go home I might not find the bomb that day and it could cost people their lives.....I know that the Army wont blame me but that dont mean that I wont feel guilty.....They give us medals and ribbons we meet generals and majors but honestly lost of the time we dont need or even want to be praised all we need is the satisfaction that our guys are safe because we did our job right..... and as long as we do our job right we will make it home....all of us
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