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Yup thats right. Only reason why Im still on this piece of s**t site full of trolls and the societal rejects is that stupid game.

And all the stupid game does is attract idiots and assholes from the rest of the gaming world who only seem to speak in insults and shouts with the loss of all etiquette, personality, and politeness.

Its why I avoid gaming overall and why I pretty much avoid people until I absolutely cant. On Zomg this means soloing most of the game or until the devs physically program it in to punish solers to the point its unplayable. Crewing is only a last resort because like most MMOs there is no such thing as a good crew. Its all about the cliques and the assholes and who you can kiss a** to the most. If you don't kiss enough a** - its not worth playing at all.


Why do I continue playing a hellhole like this? Because I actually do like it. Its reasonable enough to pull through without years and years of flushing money I need to be able to eat with down the toilet while watching as it turns into wasted efforts as I have to walk to the food bank with my tail between my legs. I understand the need for socializing but when the majority of gains probably need a bullet between the eyes (myself included) being forced to actually deal with them to advance what you want to do is worse than being s**t on.

Frankly I dont know why I continue to put my head through this s**t when all it does is make me reach for that 8 inch blade I got haging on the wall to slit my carotid artery and end this pitiful and useless existence.

Gaia is after all nothing but a scam peddling troll infested money pit like everything else online and the current administration is just making it worse. I just hope one day they actually do something so bad that the cite ceases to exist.

That said I need to find a way off this site and back into the solitary confinement cell that I have been forced to live in for the remainder of my life.

Perhaps someone or the administration can actually come down off their high horses and either terminate the account or get rid of it before I release it away and violate the TOS doing so.