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"Where are we going? When will we get there? How are we getting there?"

That pretty much sums me up right now.
I have no clue what I will be doing with my life. I know what I would like to do. But not sure if I can do what I have to do.
I think I'm at a crossroad in my life. I have either the choice to keep moving forward, turn to the left, or go right. There is no going back now, no matter how much you try.

Just wish I had someone with a little more, "something to them, something I can't explain because even I don't know what it is," to at least help me deside what would be best to do.

It's already nightfall, yet I am still trapped at work. The sun has gone behind the mountains as they do this time of the year.
It is a relief to feel the kiss of the evening sky as I use to feel, seasons past.
I watch as cars pass by, everyone of them with someone different inside them, going to someplace unknown, as they continue on with their lives.
Wish I had a destination to look forward to, or someone to look forward to greet me with a desire as I would to see them.
I sit here pondering myself, pondering my thoughts, pondering what other worlds there are out there that I might be able to at least glance at just once.
I just have to wonder, how my life will end, and how many people have influenced my life, and mine theirs.