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Hello again. :]

today has been crazyy!
i had slept ova at my friend colleens and we were gonna get up at sixx to be at her boyfriends house at 7. well we only stayed up extremely late or early (thats a joke haha jk) and well when i woke up i had a txt from a number i didnt know it said * Good Morning Sunshine* it was from the guy i like he doesn't have a phone right now hence why i didn't recognize the number anywho how cute. Then me and colleen didnt have a ride so we were gonna b adventurous and ride the metro we were sitting at the stop waitng for the bus when our friends dad drove up and offered us a ride. kinda weird i kno. well apparently i left my phone at the stop but i didnt kno that yet. we get to her boyfriends house we decide to have blueberry pancakes. a few hours later i'm like wheres my phone! both her and her bf shrug it off they dont really care scream . after we finish a movie a whole bunch of ppl show. first we all just hang around then lata we go to the neighborhood park most of the guys are hitting some balls (baseball) and me and colleen jsut sit another friend-ish girl shows up. some guy drives buy we know or well colleens bf knows. me colleen and hannah *the girl* and her coll. bf and the guy we drive down to the corner store buy gummy worms come back. hang out a lil longer. than go to the mall walk around create chaos you kno the usual. then we took coll. to her drivers ed class in the mall. we decided we didnt want to stay anylonger and took the metro back to basically the robins loop well it was. we walked on it through to the neighborhood where simen lives went to sams house got picked up after awhile droped denis and juan at denises house in the neighborhood connected to mine.decide to take a look at the metro stop and zomg guess wats there my cell. and apparently some black guy was on it he hid it in the tall grass because my amazing friend who knows how to talk ghetto drea scared him :]
gosh i lvoe her!
so
yea i'm not gonna put everything down i'm to lazy
haha
you know you love me
Muah xoxox

Well
hello y'all
long time no talk!
Well my birthday was a couple of weeks ago or days.
life is crazy. Its summer duh~!
i'm bored and not bored its so annoying!
i like someone hes a hottie
but he likes my friend and he sorta likes me its extremely confusing!
i don't know how i live!
and my best friend should be coming in sometime in july it'll be amzing i can't wait to see her!
<3 :]
my hair is growing out! it was never really short but it was shorter than i normally have it!
my kitty is getting older shes growing up and shes still anoying!
my cat is getting old like over the hill old! :'[
and my dog is well hes a dog. but i love him

life is BLEH. its good and bad right now! and i'm questioning alot of things lately so lets see how stuff goes.
for now.
always
MUAH..xoxox heart

hey its me again...............whoever exactly that is!
i've been sick for over a week ahhhhhhhhhh! crazy!
i've had sometime to read though! so yay! reading used to seem like a distant dream hidden here and there lol!
but! i read tis true!
i enoyed it to they were amazing!
nojoke
i finally read the other books by Amela At-Waters Rhodes
and she is an amazing author but what i don't get is
actualy i can say nothing so i just won't
except its amazing!
really really really
......................amazing smile
you'd get that if you were in my mind!
but your not so back off JUST KIDDING!
i go back to school tomorrow
no escape
sadly


anyway
i don't know what to say so i'm going to bounce
but i know i was trying to get to something
adios
exclaim domokun domokun evil evil gonk biggrin idea heart
^thats what happens when you press randomly
<you know you love it or me HUGS love muah*>

I'm starting to think everythings worthless, and whats the point.?
Now both of my brothers are gone not just one but both..
They went back home to Indiana!!
And i'm now, or well now its hit me life is going way to fast!!!
those stupid simple days that we go through are passing by...way to fast.
you never know when it could be your last breath or when someone you love will be gone..its really sad to realize this.
Also so many things have me upset right now...
Brothers leaving
a guy i thought i liked went for my friend...AGAIN they always use me for my friends...ughhh i'm about just to give up!!
Dad always drunk
Mom upset
Missing my true home
and realizing how bad it hurts when you realize you built a wall to block out pain and you've built many of them and they all start to crumble i'm finally getting over alot right now
and i'm starting to be happy again!
life is finally turning out good!
mrgreen in someways....

wellll.........all i have time to say is BOYS ughhhhhhhh! lord their so weird lol! no its just literally you can't live with them but you can't live without them! aghh! :] yea i think i like dylan one of my ex's see grace is getting back together with her ex moe which is dylans bff so like i see him alot and he's super yummy so its just like arggg! pirate i mean he's just YUMMY heart so yea i don't know what to do so yea thats about it! oh my lord i've been having the most craziest weeks for the last like few weeks ever since october started its like way ot much to do gosh! but october is my favorite month so it helps a little lol! well like this week i have homecomming a reinisaunce festival field trip with my theatre class shopping nails then movies mall and alot ot do with homework lately its just crazy! so yea well yea i'm gonna go so adios!
always smile
muah heart
turtle♥

wwell my life is so crazy i don't know what to do! ahhhhhh!blah life is out to get me i swear heehee^.^ hopefully i'll make it though! and to kat. and vic. your move will be crazy and hopefully not mess like ours was but in the end i bet you you'll like it there, i know you;ll have to start all over but you know what that doesn't matter cause you'll make new friends and then have tons of old friends you can go visit lol! you'll be fine and know anytime you need to talk about anything give me a call! and i can't be there in a hurry but i'll be able to talk! now another topic guys ahhhhhhh guys wow to much to put so not goin into it yep i'm still single though! well i'll try to keep you posted with school and all but i'm normally to busy so yea have to talk later if there is one so adios! heart twisted heart surprised lol heart cheese_whine burning_eyes 3nodding domokun dramallama heart heart heart

hey agian wat is up???? i'm just bored and i have to go to bed lol but yea i like dylan again my ex! i miss him so effffing much grrrrr i need to get over him and like now i never can it seems lik lol! well yea grace has a date tomorrow and i'm scared i don't really want to go!!!!!! i watn tot watcha movie at someones house fo sho lol! but i do!!!!! we did pow at dylans and it was fun!!!!!! i loved it like it was like amazing~! heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart

hey y'all its been a really long time since i last posted anything lol so i am now!!!!!!!! ok school has started its amazing!!!!!!!!!! i'm taking spanish yay!!!!!! and i can't wait i'm hoping to get in to a sign language class eventually!!!!!!!!! well anywho i have alot of guys i like but i don't kno if i could pick one or if i really llike them i have no clue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh!lol! well i have a kitten his name is stevo i call him stevie though!! and he's tiny long haired darkish grey with some white tips on his stomach which the hair on his stomach is wavy/curly!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wuv him super bunches he's sexy lol! well anywho i have to go so
mucho mucho wuv
me♥
hasta manana (maybe) lol! adios dramallama

hey y'all its fathers day yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's soooooo crazy!!!! this summer my birthday is June 24! yay but the day after my b-day the 25th i'm goin to a camp with two of my really good friends!!!!!!! i can't wait it'll be soooo much fun!! then the day i get back from the camp my friend is coming in party!!!!!!! i miss her so much (she's xcutenessx) her brother is (Rave_Bunny) they're so awesome!!!!!!! true hotties lol~ i wish her brother could come to i miss him sooooooo much just like i miss her!!!!!!!!!they rock sooooo much! i can't believe it today is the day that i have now lived here in texas a full year!!!!!!! i oved here last june~~~~~~ it's just weird knowing i have now lived her a full year!!
well i've gots to go so
mucho wuv
xoxoxoxxo
me~bunches-o-kisses