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Mein Leben


Right, time to rant, because my life if going down the ****** tubes and I don't feel like I can talk to anyone at the moment! Well, to start, my best friend and I have had an argument which I don't think we can come back from. From what I hear "apparently" its my fault but i've done **** all! Its really **** st! I stood by her for over 2 years seeing her through rough times and this is how she repays me! Im ****** sick of being used. I've learned my lesson and i will never get that close to someone again, cause it always ends in tears. I miss her, and she was great when we were close friends, but now this has happened and everythings changed.. Then we have the problem of someone I could only ever consider a friend taking it one step further, which is majorly akward! I've known her since nursury and we went out once but it didn't work out. I dunno what to do. Then theres another girl that is completely obsessed with me to the point that I can't get rid of her! Its so **** frustrating that I cracked and told her to piss off the other day and I felt really bad afterwards. Then one of my friends that moved to America is having a hard time deciding what to do with the friend i've fallen out with. They went out you see, but after he left, she went out with someone else. Then he came back and my friend (she) broke up with the new guy ( he #2) and went back to him (he #1) for the week he was here! Then when he #1 left again, she expected he #2 to forgive her and they would get back together again. I mean come on!!!! Pick one for christ sake! She's breaking both their hearts and it completely sucks!!!!!!! Then I have my other new friend (she #2 for the record). She's been fantastic, I real friend. I dunno how we wern't so close before hand, she's really cool. Right, onwards, im getting increasing pressure to do well in my standard grades and int 2's from my parents, im needing to build up my fitness for rugby next year and then today i got the added grief of having lost my jacket and getting a massai lecture from my mother. Bloody hell she takes things to far sometimes. Argh, and i've got work now, which is nice...except I have no free time to go out and do things with mates now. Speaking of which im pretty sure people are meeting up behind my back and im being ignored. IT SUCKS! I've pretty much got new friends in an entire year thanks to one person joining the scene! Don't get me wrong, its fine but now our entire "group" has broken up! Some people have stuck together but i've been left out in the cold in a sense. So it was back to the drawing board with the friends situation! So I joined my new "group" and things are as exactly before. BLARGH!!!! Money update : £1691.94 S'alright! biggrin Bai! xx [img:58b3ec08f1]http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e240/DevilofDoubt/27blackipod400x517.jpg[/img:58b3ec08f1] [b:58b3ec08f1]Donators[/b:58b3ec08f1] Sophie - 6000g Rena - 1000g heart [/align:58b3ec08f1] Devil~of~Doubt** · Tue Aug 14, 2007 @ 11:32pm · 1 Comments


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