It never crossed my mind, that I will be pursuing a course that is part of the medical team. I have imagined myself, being a Detective most of the time, or probably a Lawyer. I do not know where the urge came from, but every time I see movies or series that entails to solve a mystery, I get excited. I have never placed my shoes into theirs, because I cannot form a good plot in my head.
Knowing the facts about being a Forensics practitioner or Coroner, it seems to be a fantasy thinking about those. But if I continue to treat them as fantasy, when will it become real ?
In a story, everything runs smoothly.
Their doubts and hypothesis or intuition always turns out to be right. In real life, id doesn't take a day or a week to discover such. It is a long process of waiting -- ang maybe, waiting for NOTHING. In real life, it is luck that we get a chance to have a smooth procedure.
And that one chance, lets you feel an extreme feeling of success.
And I want to feel that.
It is a long way.
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I may not be on my best field, but that doesn't mean I need to be stubborn and imagine loads of "WHAT-IF's" that will destroy where I am now.
I may not continue this, or I may.
But I hope to make the most out of it.
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