I just wish I could lay down and never wake up. I don't want to live without Blue in my life... I just don't understand it.... I don't feel strong... I feel so incredibly weak.. I just want to lay down and die.... My heart is hurting really really badly and I feel like an emotional mess.... I love him so much... I just can't believe he's gone.... and its my fault... I made him leave.... I just wish I could do something to bring him back..............but life has no do-overs.....
I just wonder if he would really miss me if I was dead tomorrow......or if anyone would........
 Tsuki Akemi · Sat Jan 16, 2010 @ 02:03am · 2 Comments |
