I've been wanting to write this for a long time. It's been welling up inside for quite a while, and now it came out. She'll probably never see it, but I don't care. Those of you that know me will probably be able to guess who it's about.
One day, You'll disappear from my memory, It will be like you never existed. The pain you have brought me, The "love" you claimed you had. I'll forget about it all.
One day, My brain won't waste its time thinking of you. I feel nothing but hatred for you, Thinking of you only reminds me of everything you did. The scars of your betrayal will fade from my heart, My soul, My being.
One day, I'll stop caring about the past. I'll stop caring about you. Until then, I'll keep wanting you to disappear. But you won't. You won't go away, because life isn't how we want it to be.
One day, You'll see that I am not your friend, And that I want nothing to do with you. You'll see through my charade that I've played for far too long. Then maybe you can say you saw through one of my charades, And you'll think it's the only one. If only you knew. But you won't know. You'll never know.
One day, I won't think of you. I won't waste my time on you anymore. My world will be at peace, Because you'll be gone from it. And how I long for that day to come.
Searching_for_Utopia · Sat Nov 28, 2009 @ 05:52pm · 1 Comments |