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er... minor announcement. |
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so i'm gonna start writing a story. yippee?
still building plot, characters, and the like. don't have a title yet, and some of my characters don't have names yet.
i'll update this entry if there's any development in this thing before i post a crappy prologue/intro.
by the way, when that's up, disregard how it sounds. please. i can't write intros for my life. my normal writing will (hopefully) be much better. the intro's just so you aren't thrown into a plot without any development.
so yeah. IT'S GOING TO START SOON LYK LOLOLZORS.
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 lalobabaloo · Mon Apr 09, 2007 @ 03:11am · 2 Comments |
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oh goody, MORE emo poetry. |
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meeehhhh. it's tuesday night before leaving for FRANCE. so i'm all of a sudden on some weird little artistic spree.
even though i'm a little left-brained kid.
read some emo poetry crap. because you can never have too much of this stuff:
pushing me away
every time i try
bring me back to the way
it used to be
let me stay
stay and tear off that mask
rip it to shreds
cause it’s tearing me apart
i can’t stand it
to see you like this
you’re slipping away from me
and i’m falling
in a different direction
no matter where you go
i’ll be there too
but if i leave you
will you be following?
i want to scream at you
explode at you
but i can’t bring myself
to leave my other half
and step away
from the past i still long for
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i would write more, but that one kinda ate up my relatively small emo-capacity-meter.
EDIT: BLEH, i've still got some emo-capacity-meter refills in the back closet.
some spur-of-the-moment emo poetry? :
something's different,
a crazed look in your eye
the knife clasped in your hand
as you look up at me,
the look is still there,
manifesting in your eyes
with a twisted sparkle;
a glint of bloodlust.
as darkness shadows you,
hiding this fright,
it's once again revealed;
that wicked smile is back.
nothing works;
the plans are set in stone.
i do what i can
but crimson rivers still flow.
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golly, i've got a pretty good emo-capacity-meter.
lalobabaloo · Wed Mar 28, 2007 @ 01:09am · 5 Comments |
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whatever comes to my mind 2 |
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Last time I did one of these, I had a pretty good time. Right now, it's 8:05 AM on Sunday, so before I go to church I'm gonna write something down.
This time, it really IS whatever comes to my mind. Because Del's not around. ninja
What really bothers me is when people say they are going to do something or imply that they will do something and either don't do it or do a really poor job of it. If you tell your best friend you are going to see a movie with them, don't drop them to get pizza with some other people. You made a commitment, albeit a small one, so you have to stick to it.
If you are given an assignment in school, you should do it. It only hurts you if you don't. Now, if you have sports or some sort of concert or something, I can understand you doing something in the morning outside your locker. But if you were just lazy, like most people who are doing their homework in the morning, it's pretty pathetic. Especially if it's something that was assigned about a week ago. Just do it. It's really not that difficult to try. If you can scrap something up in the morning, I'm sure it won't take too long to do it when you're supposed to.
Still, I must say, this article is pretty hypocritical. I'm a lazy person, and often don't start my homework until about 10:00 at night. But all the same, I do it. Even if I'm up past midnight, it gets done. Unless I leave my book at school. Or the teacher only told us once and never posted it on the Internet. Then it's not really my fault.
This is not one of my better rants. It's about school of all things. I could have done better. Still, I can't be blamed for a mediocre journal entry; it's only 8:14 AM.
lalobabaloo · Sun Nov 05, 2006 @ 01:14pm · 2 Comments |
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whatever comes to my mind |
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So, here I am at my computer, being forced to write whatever comes to my mind by DEL!R!UM over there. *waves* So, you are going to read what comes to my mind at... 10:30 at night.
So I've been told to type about labels. I don't like labels. They are a way to make insecure kids feel like they belong somewhere in this world. All of them are stereotypes that mean nothing and are made to make the user feel like an individual. Labels are really the opposite of being an individual. If you are following a crowd to direct guidelines on how to act to "fit in", you're not an individual. And they can also make "fitting in" about twice as hard. If you are labeled "emo", no one will hang out with you except for other insecure beings trying to find a way to leave their problems without dealing with them.
And drugs. Emos remind me of drug addicts. They have problems, like everyone in life. But because they don't know how to deal with these problems, they become magnified, almost to the point of being unbearable. Drug addicts will smoke their cigarettes, take their pills, or stick in their seringe; emos will slit their wrists and whine. Other times, they are "forced" into these habits by peer pressure. Not being able to fit in, they find an "easy" way to escape loneliness, by following others. Their "friends" will wreck their lives by giving them crack or their first razor, which will inevitably lead to addiction, poverty, arrest, and/or possible suicide. All the while, the other labels and cliques will taunt the emos and drug addicts for not being a part of their group. This only leads to more intense emos and stronger addicts.
Labels are something that are leading to the downfall of society. If children are the future, then the world's not lasting much longer. These labels are tearing apart what life is valued at, simple moral values, and things like cooperation which will be needed to run a successful future. All in all, labels suck.
lalobabaloo · Sun Nov 05, 2006 @ 03:40am · 2 Comments |
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Let's kick it into high gear. |
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This journal is totally being
redone.
madeover.
revamped.
v. 2.0'd.
awesome'd.
inferior vena cava'd.
ok, here we go.
surveys/quizzes and the lot:
You Are Peter Brady
You're cute, energetic, and a loyal friend to many.
And while you may not have super model hair, you hold your own in grooviness.
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.
You Passed 8th Grade Science
Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!
What type of Fae are you?
Take the Naruto Character Quiz!
lalobabaloo · Sun May 14, 2006 @ 12:45am · 1 Comments |
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yep. my journal. if you're wondering why this week's quote is *sniff* summer melon, there's a story behind that. my friend bought a felt "paw" to raise money for something and he told me it smelled good. i smelled it for a while and it was pretty good. then my other friend sniffed it, put it down, and said, "summer melon." it was really confusing.
lalobabaloo · Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 06:20pm · 1 Comments |
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