do you remember the day when you first expirienced something fantasic, and new? Do you remember what that certain thing was? And when you first embrace it you feel like your tumbleing down a large hill. Or going down a large drop on a rollar coaster. And when you expirience it...it gives you a strange rush of happiness.Your heart beats fast heart and you wonder "why?". Reader....have you ever expirienced love, hate, or having something important to you taken away? I know for sure i have. Right now i am seperated from my family...my father imprisoned, my mother an alcholic...and now i live 150 miles away from my mother, sister, and friends i will never forget...
Thinking about that kind of stuff makes my disease of my depression spread. I may look happy on the out side but i am torn up in little pieces on the inside. But though ive been through this hellish little life ive learned to live with everything. Ive learned to live with my mothers alcoholism but i still cant really live with the seperation thing.Tell me READER what would you do if you were me? would you give up or fight? LIVE or DIE? Forgive or forget?ME? i would fight, i would live and i would forgive because forgiving is a form of forgeting...TELL ME READER WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
heart forever yukiho mrgreen
· Thu Jun 04, 2009 @ 03:35am · 0 Comments