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This is what happens when I get bored...
To whoever created life on earth...
You can be cruel at times. Maybe not to me but too many people in this world. The fact that you can create and take a life both frightens and amazes me. I respect your power but when I witness it in the form of my friends, I hate you more than anything else on earth. I understood that life is a cycle and that it comes to an end. I accepted that eventually everyone dies. I thought I was prepared. But whoever you are… I’m not prepared after all. I thought that if I died one day, it would be because it was my time and I didn’t think about it long. But whoever you are, you’ve recently given a dear friend of mine approximately 2 years to live. This news has broken thoughts from chains that were meant to keep them away! I keep thinking, soon I’ll lose someone important. But he’s seems so nonchalant about it all! He just smiles and jokes like it’s nothing serious. Perhaps he sees something I can’t. I promised I wouldn’t pity him, but… I can’t help but apologize for a fate that isn’t mine. Subconsciously, I guess I always believed that the people I’ve become attached too were invincible. They couldn’t be hurt and I wouldn’t lose them. I never once thought that you could easily take their lives without so much as a second thought to how many people you would hurt. I hate you so much that it feels like my heart could just burst! To whoever created life on earth, I hate you with a passion… but won’t I just love you again like before?





 
 
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