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>* How do you prove that you exist...maybe... we don't exist... <*
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&so the liion fell in love with the lamb...

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What a masochistic phrase, what a pessimistic one... painful like the burning of fire in your skin, painful like the knife stock on your heart... I know I'm not the one, I know I’m not the best to speak about this...

But how am I supposed to express all that i feel if I’m the lamb who fell in love with the lion... it was a mistake, a mistaken night, a mistaken month, just that a MISTAKE. We're humans it’s acceptable, its "normal". NOT when you are supposing this wouldn't happen.

Feeling alone in the dark side of the crosswalk in the middle of town. Abandoned in feelings, in time, in space. Wishing to kiss the rain, kiss the heart of someone else, wishing to not Feel this bad feeling who's apoderating my heart like a vanished soul; like if I’m not here anymore, without asking or regretting something...

What a stupid desire, just to love someone and expecting the same; an uncountable time has pass since i love the lion with all my heart...what a stupid lamb am I that i cant afford the lion but I still there for anything my pretty lion needs; but what a masochistic lion who's in love with another Lion who doesn’t treat him like he deserves.

It's uncomfortable feeling this way, because there aren't words to make you feel better, to make you feel FULL, neither someone who'll make you feel in the sky, flying all over the world having all your desires; just someone who treat you well and so fall in love with you.. It's not seeing things in a dark way, but the happiness it’s not affordable, it’s not possible...never was, never will...never is going to be.

Seeing things in a different way has made me open my eyes and see things i hadn't notice before. The lions are lions and always are going to be Lions... if I’m the lamb; I’m not supposed to be expecting to the lion fall in love with me... because it's their nature to not TO BE with someone like me...

Like a sweet lullaby, loneliness whisper in my ear, with words no one can hear, except my heart....
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