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so being tragically confused sucks...get out of one situation only to be found in another all while dealing with drama and problems of my own....When will it end? When will I get a decent nights sleep because for once I'm not worried or dealing with crap. I'm 20 years old and I realized that I have more issues and responsibilities then people who are older than me. When does it get easier? Does it get easier? I doubt it but it'd be nice to be a 20 year old instead of having to act older and be the shoulder for everybody to cry on when I have my own issues to deal with... I live in mommy mode almost constantly because I live with a 2 year old (Not mine, one of my best friends) and my puppy has this obsessive mommy complex. I look around and see the shambles of my life and want to cry but I can't because I'm too proud. I'd rather live in a car or under a bridge then ask for the help I need. I just wish I would come to my senses and realize that I can't do this...