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Is it impossible? How can someone love another person he doesn’t know too well? How can that person feel so strongly for someone who doesn’t remember him? I hardly know you, but your absence still pains me more deeply than any physical pain. You are an unobtainable goal; a thousand wasted breaths; a desire unfulfilled. I crave to be in your arms, to kiss your delicate lips, to watch you when you slumber, to be the first you see when you wake, and to protect you from nightmares – both real and imaginary. I crave you. But this craving will forever be unsatisfied. You love another, you have promised yourself to another, and another has stolen your heart from me and any possible hope I have of grasping it. However, still I pine for you, desire you. It is what I can not have that I so desire. I love your mind, body, and soul, but should any of those be given to me, I would no longer be able to permit myself to love you. While I wish to be the first you wake up to, I will not allow myself to have you to be discontented with me –of which will undoubtedly happen should you choose such a half person such as me. I adore you, but I will hurt you. So, I would rather love you from afar, than to leave your heart hurting in the future. I will be a shadow… No… the wind. Always with you without being truly seen, a presence always felt, yet never truly noted, and fierce adversary towards those that mean you harm although gentle to your skin. My golden and sapphire angel, though I am but a broken, half-person, though you have no idea who I am, and though my love will forever mean nothing to you, I am yours. Sebarae · Sun Jun 25, 2006 @ 06:10am · 0 Comments


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Race: Siberian Husky boy -not- a catboy
Age: looks 17
Currently: Human form

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