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Isn't summer suppose to be about friends, family, and fun? Well for me summer sucks im always alone and i never get to have friends over and crap..All my friends are either on a trip or just to busy to hang out with me..I like the phone but most of my friends are unable to use the phone because of siblings. I hate being alone and most of the time I am afraid to hang to talk to anyone because of being scared of the fact of being rejected..I know how to makew fun for myself but i never get to express myself through clothes, or other things that people first notice about me..The only way i know how to express myself is through art..My feelings are all mostly dark and sad..But i can be happy it's just that all the time i can't hold my feelings of hurt...Someone please explain to me the meaning of life again...............