'Kay... so.. time for me to vent again...
My day was like a ******** rollercoaster... it had its ups and downs.. and I mean a LOT of them... so it started out amazing, had an amazing dream, got straight on the comp, had a good breakfast and talked to Acelynn, she was still at her friends then she left, she soon went to her cousins, and that was a down... couldn't see her AGAIN!!! So I talked to her for about an hour then I took a shower, she wasn't there... I got off the comp and soon afterwards, my mom takes the comp for a long damn time and that REALLY pissed me off... yet another down... when I FINALLY get on, Acelynn is there so we talk till about 12 am, that was pretty good... then at about 12:25 or so she stops messaging... I wondered whats wrong, but no messages... I've been waiting about an hour for her messages but NOTHING... so I start thinking either A Shes ignoring me, B shes not getting my messages or C she crashed... I think she might have crashed but I'm not sure... and now its 1:29 and no message still... I think I might go to sleep because its ******** Hell waiting for a message... I have NOTHING to do to pass the time and feel like s**t... see? Ups and downs! Good ups but ******** HORRIBLE downs... I think I'm going to crash now... peace... Okay so I woke back up and its ******** 5 AM my time... I can't go back to sleep and I never received a message while I WAS asleep... and I sure as ********, know she won't send one now -_-... What do I do... I'm so crazy for her that its killing me... shes the source of my happiness... but I'm dieing here... I hope I see her today... I need to actually see her beautiful smiling face...
Oh lord, please tell me what to do!!
My day was like a ******** rollercoaster... it had its ups and downs.. and I mean a LOT of them... so it started out amazing, had an amazing dream, got straight on the comp, had a good breakfast and talked to Acelynn, she was still at her friends then she left, she soon went to her cousins, and that was a down... couldn't see her AGAIN!!! So I talked to her for about an hour then I took a shower, she wasn't there... I got off the comp and soon afterwards, my mom takes the comp for a long damn time and that REALLY pissed me off... yet another down... when I FINALLY get on, Acelynn is there so we talk till about 12 am, that was pretty good... then at about 12:25 or so she stops messaging... I wondered whats wrong, but no messages... I've been waiting about an hour for her messages but NOTHING... so I start thinking either A Shes ignoring me, B shes not getting my messages or C she crashed... I think she might have crashed but I'm not sure... and now its 1:29 and no message still... I think I might go to sleep because its ******** Hell waiting for a message... I have NOTHING to do to pass the time and feel like s**t... see? Ups and downs! Good ups but ******** HORRIBLE downs... I think I'm going to crash now... peace... Okay so I woke back up and its ******** 5 AM my time... I can't go back to sleep and I never received a message while I WAS asleep... and I sure as ********, know she won't send one now -_-... What do I do... I'm so crazy for her that its killing me... shes the source of my happiness... but I'm dieing here... I hope I see her today... I need to actually see her beautiful smiling face...
Oh lord, please tell me what to do!!
