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HEEEEELLLLLLLLLLOooo. I'm just kinda bored.
I didnt get any sleep last night. My sis' baby was crying all last night.
I'm just watching Shin-Chan, Ish funny rofl
Jeff Dunhams Christmas special, i watched it a while ago.
Achmed: Jingle bombs jingle bombs ur soldier shot me dead now all i have left is the towl upon my head. Haha lol

My mom and sis both got me somthin'from the porno shop for christmas, i dont know what though. I hope it's not too perverted sweatdrop My mom's pretty cool. My sis too.

Y dont ppl read my journal, it makes me kinda sad. emo cry

My doggies there such buttholes!!! scream
Today after i got home from school there were peanut shells all over my room. They ate all of my peanuts crying . There poop looks funny now though. They even got it all over my bed, and i know the scentence is out of order so dont paster me about it. But i dont feel like cleaning today stressed I'm not going to, i'll just leave them there til tomarrow i guess.

My cat hasnt been eatting a lot lately so i got her these treats, she ate'em up like they were goin' outta style. I was glad because she was getting pretty skinny, not a dangerous lvl but enough to worry me.
emo crying cry

Dream:
Ryuk layed an egg. eek
He put it in a tub filled with warm water.
It hached and Light was the baby stare
Then Misa came and stole ryuks egg
She came back with apples and a kourgi confused I love kourgi's
Ryuk gave the doggy to me. YAY! blaugh
Then for some odd reason i got a wine bottle chugged it and passed out on ryuk's couch.......We were roomies!! 4laugh
The dog bit the corner of the deathnote and sarted licking the floor, i guess it tasted bad.

A dream i had the other night:
It just faded into me stabbing someone. I smelled alcohol, it was one one of those dreams that seems completely real.
There was blood everywhere. I wasn't even stabbing the guy with a knife, it was a shovel or a garden spade or something.
I stood up breathing heavy. Looked down it was my biological father, i looked older than i do now. After that i went into an apartment, i guess that's where i lived. I took a shower, all that showed in the dream was the water streaming the blood off of my face in the steam of the shower. I oredered pizza like nothing had happened,i would be happy if my father died, and it'd be pretty nice if it was done by my hand. I'm not a murderer just kinda wish i was to him. But i digress, i ordered the pizza, it came, i ate it, shared some with my dream animal the black ferret. And that was about it it was kinda weird. There where sirens going off too wahmbulance ,but i doubt that the cops cared much, my dads a constant drunk driver, i know hes been in jail more than 10 times, why they keep letting himout i don't know. It Twsts my insides when i think about it, the cops where he lives suck, they should turn in their badges or be arrested for releasing a felon, he used to beat my mom, well he tried to beat my mom he was drunk so he couldn't aim worth s**t, wish he'd just get shot and bleed out.

Hehe sorry about the darkness. sweatdrop

This is just something i found on Gaia, i thought it was pretty cool its by, i think it was Zantyx.

And so we go on with our lives;
We know the truth but prefer lies.
Lies are simple, simple is bliss.
Why go against tradition when we can
Admit defeat, live in decline...
Be the victim of our own design?


So Dark right xd , but its koooool,
i think so anyway twisted
if you don't think so, oh well.