i hate living with my mom, especially whne it comes to being a b***h to me. yea i love her cuz hello she brought me to life and all, but sometimes she just doesnt understand how i feel, i try giving her hints on how i feel, but all she does it get pissed at me for no reason.
i wish i wasnt even born someitmes, yesterday i cried!! CRIED!! right infront of her (of course my bdays coming up) and i told her i wanted to go to puerto rico for the amount of 2 weeks becouse i miss my family, but she told me all pissed off and s**t " you can wait till summer!!" that really hurt me, and that when i told her " you kno your nice to ur damn man thats like standing right there or sending u damn text messages, and i bet if he were to say oh lets go to puerto rico for a vaca~ u would say yea, and just take him, we havnt been there for 12 years, and i want to go back!!!"
all i did was go to my room lock the door, left her crying!! poped my headphones on, took a razor cutt myself, take a pice of paper and started drawing. my mom doesnt understand how i feel, i just wish she would, emo i feel like im on lockdown also, she doesnt even let me go to places.
atleast let me go free!! so if ur wonderingyes i am emo, and i feel like i dont have the love pof a realy mother -.-
· Fri Jan 23, 2009 @ 12:25am · 1 Comments