I have noticed for a very long time that the girl of my dreams really loved me. heart But now i dont exsist to her because i made a stupid mistake. So i now walk a big world looking for a person to replace the girl of my dreams. I wish it could be her but i dont exsist in her world. So now i am lonly and cold with no one to love or warm. I sit their frezzing not exsisting any more. So now i lay my head down to sleep and pray to god that i will exsist to someone that i can love. emo