ABOUT ME.
Here is me talking about myself a whole lot more than is necessary.
Enjoy
My name is Benzin. It's pronounced BEN-zin. In german the word benzin means fuel, but it's pronounced differently. I changed the pronunciation of the word to make it sound more like the name Benson.
Or you can just call me Ben.
I'm 15, but i'm graduating high school this year- there's a really long explanation behind this, so you can stop reading here if you don't care why.
People always react to hearing this with "wow, you must do really well in school!" or "wow, you're a lying a*****e!"
In either case, they're wrong.
I'm really terrible at school, but I am graduating this year.
I'm in a special classroom for kids with behavior problems or autism disorders. My older brother has aspergers syndrome and was in the same classroom when he was in high school, and I was given the same diagnosis, in my opinion, unfairly. In 8th grade I started to be made fun of for dressing differently. After trying everything to get me to go, I was allowed to skip the 8th grade. I wish they had done it sooner, but I get poor grades because i'm irresponsible. Since I still had the pesky diagnosis, they put me into the specialized class.
I really am pretty sure that I don't have aspergers- or at least not to a degree where it should require any special attention. Aspergers kids are, as a whole, socially retarded, and I have pretty normal social skills. The thing about being in the class, though, make the most amazing accommodations for me; accommodations that allow me to graduate from high school at 15. Most of the work I do in school is boring and not challenging at all, so they give me alternatives.
I'm studying for the SAT test right now, and if I pass at a high enough percentage, I can get up to 5 credits out of taking the test. I'm also allowed to take a science test that will give me the credit I need if I pass, and do workbooks and things like that for credits.
Long explanation short, I'm a pretty smart guy and my school dotes on me because I have a disability that doesn't disable me at all.
I am a boy.
I'm not going too into depth about my gender here because it's a lot of words and babble and i've already tired out your eyes with long-winded explanations.
Just... I'm a boy. I don't like being called a girl at all. I was never really taught how to act male and I use being feminine as a sort of security blanket, but I do not like to be treated as a female. BUT I love cute things and rainbows and colors, and even if i'm learning how to be male in real life, the boy items on gaia are boring and i like the cute things my avi wears.
Anyway, I've said that i'm a male and you need to respect me and treat me accordingly. thanks ;o
I am not really religious but I believe in some spiritual things. To some degree I believe in reincarnation, and I do believe that all people are connected on a spiritual level. I am for the most part very tolerant of others' beliefs, even if I don't agree. There are some things that upset me though, like when people use their religious beliefs as a shield when they discriminate against others.
I am pansexual, not gay, but I love men and boys. I identify strongly with them and they have a special place in my heart.
My fears are
Whales (only animal feasibly big enough to swallow me alive)
Having a parasite
Being swallowed alive (this is why i do not like furries, the ones who are into vore ruined it for me)
Most things that have to do with the digestive system
Surgeries and organs
Pretty much, having a smaller animal alive inside my body or being alive inside of a larger animal. And guts.
My dreams and goals are
To be a designer or go to beauty school and be a makeup artist or hair stylist
To work in a coffee shop or boutique
To write a book or a graphic novel
To have my own apartment
To have a wonderful boyfriend
To continue with transition and to gain more self-confidence
To gain weight and exercise so that I have a healthier body
To improve my relationships with my family and friends
To be more responsible and learn to take care of myself better
To attend school more regularly
Here is me talking about myself a whole lot more than is necessary.
Enjoy
My name is Benzin. It's pronounced BEN-zin. In german the word benzin means fuel, but it's pronounced differently. I changed the pronunciation of the word to make it sound more like the name Benson.
Or you can just call me Ben.
I'm 15, but i'm graduating high school this year- there's a really long explanation behind this, so you can stop reading here if you don't care why.
People always react to hearing this with "wow, you must do really well in school!" or "wow, you're a lying a*****e!"
In either case, they're wrong.
I'm really terrible at school, but I am graduating this year.
I'm in a special classroom for kids with behavior problems or autism disorders. My older brother has aspergers syndrome and was in the same classroom when he was in high school, and I was given the same diagnosis, in my opinion, unfairly. In 8th grade I started to be made fun of for dressing differently. After trying everything to get me to go, I was allowed to skip the 8th grade. I wish they had done it sooner, but I get poor grades because i'm irresponsible. Since I still had the pesky diagnosis, they put me into the specialized class.
I really am pretty sure that I don't have aspergers- or at least not to a degree where it should require any special attention. Aspergers kids are, as a whole, socially retarded, and I have pretty normal social skills. The thing about being in the class, though, make the most amazing accommodations for me; accommodations that allow me to graduate from high school at 15. Most of the work I do in school is boring and not challenging at all, so they give me alternatives.
I'm studying for the SAT test right now, and if I pass at a high enough percentage, I can get up to 5 credits out of taking the test. I'm also allowed to take a science test that will give me the credit I need if I pass, and do workbooks and things like that for credits.
Long explanation short, I'm a pretty smart guy and my school dotes on me because I have a disability that doesn't disable me at all.
I am a boy.
I'm not going too into depth about my gender here because it's a lot of words and babble and i've already tired out your eyes with long-winded explanations.
Just... I'm a boy. I don't like being called a girl at all. I was never really taught how to act male and I use being feminine as a sort of security blanket, but I do not like to be treated as a female. BUT I love cute things and rainbows and colors, and even if i'm learning how to be male in real life, the boy items on gaia are boring and i like the cute things my avi wears.
Anyway, I've said that i'm a male and you need to respect me and treat me accordingly. thanks ;o
I am not really religious but I believe in some spiritual things. To some degree I believe in reincarnation, and I do believe that all people are connected on a spiritual level. I am for the most part very tolerant of others' beliefs, even if I don't agree. There are some things that upset me though, like when people use their religious beliefs as a shield when they discriminate against others.
I am pansexual, not gay, but I love men and boys. I identify strongly with them and they have a special place in my heart.
My fears are
Whales (only animal feasibly big enough to swallow me alive)
Having a parasite
Being swallowed alive (this is why i do not like furries, the ones who are into vore ruined it for me)
Most things that have to do with the digestive system
Surgeries and organs
Pretty much, having a smaller animal alive inside my body or being alive inside of a larger animal. And guts.
My dreams and goals are
To be a designer or go to beauty school and be a makeup artist or hair stylist
To work in a coffee shop or boutique
To write a book or a graphic novel
To have my own apartment
To have a wonderful boyfriend
To continue with transition and to gain more self-confidence
To gain weight and exercise so that I have a healthier body
To improve my relationships with my family and friends
To be more responsible and learn to take care of myself better
To attend school more regularly
