so today is the last day of 2010, decent year to me would be oversatement, this year sucked a**. too many ******** heartbreaks, to many problems, to many times i wanted to commit suicide, to many times i tought of killing everyone. right now im listening to i am all of me by crush 40, the song i listen to while really pissed off. tody im pissed off since even though this year sucked, i dont want it to end cuz i think next year will be just as bad or worse. either way, im just gonna live through it, alone or with someone. this life is mine, ill live it the way i want, ill do what i want. an old coot once told me "never follow the path someone else has made, carve your own with your own 2 hands. dont be one of the followers, be the leader, be the shepheard, not the sheep." its stuck with me ever since and ive lived by it most of my life. no one can change me its that simple, thats why im not afraid to go in alone, why im willing to lay everything on the line because ive got nothing to lose and nothing to hold me back.
life is too short to worry about whats happened before but too long to not wonder about whats ahead