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I won't give up if you're not going to give up
I'm not letting go if you're still holding onto us
I swear I will change, Because you still possess my love
I'm so damn sorry that I betrayed your trust
I want to be different, I want things to work out
I want you to know what I'm really about
I'm not going to hide, If you need me to show
I'm not going to lie if you need to know
I'm not going to say anything I don't mean
and I promise I'm going to tell you everything
If you can't accept it, I'm so sorry for the pain
If you can't forgive me, I guess there's nothing left to gain
But I can't let this silence go on any longer
Because the void is only growing stronger
I'm sorry for everything that I am about to say
but the truth is, I've been loving in all the wrong ways
I've fallen in love with a few others
Since we have drifted apart from each other
I've been unsociable to you because the guilt I feel inside
So if you never want to talk to me again...I will understand this time
Just know that I'm so very sorry
I guess in the end you were right
I don't want you to hate me
and I don't want to argue or fight
And I cry because I know these words are going to change everything
except the fact that I still love you more than anything heart heart heart