Ok so Mother's Day sucked. BIG time. I knew I was an outcast from my family before, but Sunday just proved it tenfold. I call my mom, who I admit we haven't had the best of relationships, to wish her a happy Mother's Day and let my son talk to her a bit. That part was ok, but when talking to me she is distracted and not all that there, like she doesn't wanna talk to me. She let's it slip that she already called my sister, who doesn't have a BLOOD child??? Yes, I accept her lesbian lover's daughter as my niece, but come on, my mom calls my sister to wish her a Happy Mother's Day, yet doesn't call ME, the ONLY child that she has that will EVER give her any blood grandchildren??? And to top it off, my sister doesn't even call me AT ALL, and doesn't answer when I call HER and leave a Happy Mother's Day message on her phone. Not even a reply call. So yeah, that sucked. And to top it all off, my son doesn't have any male figurehead to look up to so didn't even realize it was Mother's Day until he heard the guy on the radio say it. Then he says, "oh, happy mothers day mom." No gift. No card. Not even a handmade one that I would treasure. No special meal. Nothing. Just a whole lot of loneliness and tears. Just another regular day, nothing so ******** special about it.
iiBooBoo · Wed May 13, 2009 @ 02:16am · 2 Comments |