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uhh.... horribly bored... so this is a quiz I stole from Jay's journal xD
Opposite/Same Sex
||1|| Guitar or Drum Player - Guitar
||2|| Skater or Surfer - Skater
||3|| Brown or Blue Eyes - Blue
||4|| Blonde or Brunette - Brunette
||5|| Brains or Looks (Be honest!) - brains
Food -
||11|| Hamburger or Hotdog -Hamburger
||12|| Pie or Cake - Cake
||13|| Apple or Banana - Banana
||14|| Coke or Pepsi - neither, but pepsi if i had to choose
||15|| Chicken or Beef - chicken
||16|| Oreos or Chips Ahoy - Oreos
||17|| Pancakes or Waffles - waffles
||18|| Chocolate or Vanilla - chocolate
||19|| Strawberry or Cherry - Strawberrys
||20|| Watermelon or Cantaloupe - watermelon
||21|| Potato or Macaroni Salad - @_@
||22|| Wheat or White - either
||23|| Tic Tacs or Altoids - tic tacs
||24|| Sausage or Bacon - neither... or bacon
||25|| Sour Cream and Chives or BBQ - Neither
Sports -
||26|| Baseball or Football - baseball
||27|| Swim or Track - Swimming
||28|| Tennis or Golf - tennis
||29|| Skiing or Sledding - skiing
||30|| Bicycling or Jogging - bicycling
Stores/Restaurants -
||31|| McDonalds or Burger King - McDonalds
||32|| JC Penny's or Sears - Neither
||33|| Walmart or Target - Walmart
||34|| Trophy's or TGI Fridays - Neither
||35|| Albertson's or Vons - huh?
Clothes -
||36|| Pants or Shorts - pants Dx
||36|| Zip-Up or Pull-Over Sweatshirt - zip up
||37|| Sandals or Skate Shoes - Skate shoes
||38|| Dresses or Skirts - Skirts
||39|| Mittens or Gloves - gloves
||40|| Print or Solid - solid
Names -
||41|| Bob or Bill - Bill
||42|| Jessica or Jennifer - Jennifer xD
||43|| Aaron or Erin - Erin <3
||44|| Carrie or Kari - Kari!
||45|| Todd or Tom - todd
||46|| Lynn or Lee - lee
||47|| Sarah or Susie - Sarah
||48|| Jack or John - Jack
||49|| Lisa or Linda - Lisa
||50|| Matt or Nick - Matt
Music -
||51|| Punk or Rock - Rock
||52|| Country or Bubble Gum Pop - o_o;;;
||53|| Rap or Techno - techno
||54|| Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera - ... christina by looks. britney by music
||55|| *N Sync or Backstreet Boys - backstreet boys
||56|| Korn or Staind - staind
||57|| Limp Bizkit or Linkin Park - linkin park
||58|| Guitar or Drums - Guitar
||59|| Piano or Violin - both <3
||60|| CDs or Radio - CDs
TV -
||61|| Dawson's Creek or 7th Heaven - neither..
||62|| Angel or Buffy the Vampire Slayer - Buffy
||63|| Law and Order or The Practice - neither..
||64|| Spy TV or Candid Camera - theyre pretty much the same...
||65|| Smallville or Charmed - smallville
Cinema -
||66|| Bruce Willis or Kevin Costner - Bruce Willis
||67|| Jennifer Love Hewitt or Neve Campbell - Neve Campbell
||68|| Aladdin or Lion King - Lion king!
||69|| Snow White or Sleeping Beauty - sleeping beauty
||70|| Comedy or Drama - Comedy
||71|| Horror or Science Fiction - horror
||72|| Scream or I Know What You Did Last Summer - ...scream
||73|| Not Another Teen Movie or Scary Movie- Scary movie
||74|| Titanic or Pearl Harbor - er.. titanic...
||75|| The Mask or Ace Ventura - Ace ventura
Computer/Video Games -
||76|| AOL or MSN - MSN
||77|| Dogpile or Google - google
||78|| Mac or PC - PC!
||79|| PS2 or N64 - umm... i have PS2 so i guess that one
||80|| Mario Brothers or Zelda - Zelda
School -
||81|| Pen or Pencil- both
||82|| English or History - history
||83|| Math or Science - Science
||84|| Home Economics or Woodshop - umm... home ec I guess if you get to cook
||85|| Backpack or Messenger Bag - backpack
Animals -
||86|| Cat or Dog - D: both..
||87|| Fish or Hamster - hamsters if theyre nice
||88|| Tiger or Lion - Tiger
||89|| Butterfly or Lady Bug - butterfly
||90|| Seals or Otters - otters! x3
Products -
||91|| Tide or Gain - tide
||92|| Herbal Essences or Suave - herbal essences
||93|| Dove or Irish Spring - dove
||94|| A-JAX or 409 - 409
||95|| Crest or Colgate - crest
Other -
||96|| John Saul or Steven King - Steven King
||97|| Chocolate or Roses - ... DD: both...
||98|| Toyota or Ford - Ford
||99|| Paper or Plastic - plastic
||100|| Necklace or Bracelet - Bracelets i guess...
 kousei · Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 07:04am · 0 Comments |
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Quiz... why do I bother... xD |
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What would you do if ...
[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I started smoking:
[6] I stole something:
[7] I was hospitalized:
[8] I ran away from home:
[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:
What do you think about my:
[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Hair:
[5] Clothes:
[6] Mannerisms:
Other:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[13] Would you marry me?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are we close?
[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
kousei · Tue May 03, 2005 @ 04:36am · 5 Comments |
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domokun domokun domokun VISIT THE AUCTION BEETACHS domokun domokun domokun
kousei · Fri Mar 18, 2005 @ 07:32pm · 3 Comments |
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meep... im just gonna babble for a bit.. to get out some pint up emotions.. and frankly, I dont give a damn if i upset anyone, or if anyone is offended by this. meh... well, I do. but I give up. im tired of trying to make people happy... because it never works. I cant ever make the people I care about happy. I never asked for any of this. I never ******** asked for any of it. Id gladly give up my talent, my happiness, my love just for everyone else to be happy. and I HAVE. Ive given up so much to try to make people happy. but ******** it. im sick and tired of killing myself, worrying, crying over the sorrow of others. they can just shove it mad im sick and tired of people that feel so damn sorry for themselves that they have to ruin other peoples lives too.
I want to be happy... and I am... or I was... the past week has been one of the bests of my whole life... im in love... and my future is starting to look half way good... Ive never had anything to look forward too before. never. ive always been miserable. Ive always been the one to cry, to put my feelings aside to help others. ive always tried to help others... and they shove my love and concern back in my face. like all my suffering and sacrifice doesnt matter. I guess it doesnt matter... thats why im giving up. im going to put my happiness first from now on. cause im sick of it. hell, I sacrifice my happiness to make others happy, which results in us all being miserable...someone might as well be happy. and dammit its my time... ive never been truly happy. and now that its in my grasp, im going to take it.
I dont understand how she can feel like that. Have I ever done anything to her? Ive never purposely went out of my way to ruin her life. Ive always tried to help her. When she was with Josh, I was left in the ditch, alone. I whimpered alittle from the lonliness, but I was happy for her! SO happy for her! seeing her so happy... and in love, it made me happy in a way... I was happy for her... why cant she return the favor...? She had her time. her time of love and happiness... why cant I have mine? I want mine... I think I deserve mine... I want her to be happy for me... sad and she isnt ignored... I dont ignore her. And if I do, its not because of Heart, its because shes so ******** depressed all the time. I cant stand it. I cant take people like that. GET. OVER. IT. I got over my depression, even before meeting Heart. being sad all the time isnt going to fix your life... you have to fix your own life. I know she misses Josh, but for gods sake she needs to just let it go... she doesnt need a man to make her happy... and im still her best friend. if she wasnt so negative Id love being with her.. I do love being with her... but its so depressing... I feel like I have to hide myself around her, terrified that ill make her depressed again. I feel uncomfortable talking to her about Jay... because it makes her sad. I cant talk about her problems, because it makes her sad... I cant talk to her about school and the future, because it makes her sad. what am I suppose to do? im lost... theres nothing else I can do... accept break up with Jay, not talk to Josh ever again and focus every second of my life on her. but I refuse to do that. thats just ******** selfish.
Amanda, tell me. what I can do to make you happy? because im really lost right now. I dont know what I can do. I want you to be happy...I do so much... cry i just dont know what to do. youre my best friend. I love you. I love you so much... im trying to help you, but Im begining to think that I cant anymore... I dont think ill ever be able to make you happy... but if there is something I can do, please tell me. I feel so lost... i tried. I tried to do the right thing. I ******** gave up my prom date so YOU could go with him... most people wouldnt do that... and I wanted to go with Josh. I really did... but I gladly told him to go with you. but you said no. so I guess that was thrown back into my face too.
So yea. im going to prom with Josh. well, if he still wants too... he might say he doesnt want to go with either of us anymore, but if that happens I guess thats ok too. but im going, and im gonna have fun mad its prom! id MUCH rather you go too... because itd be no where near as fun if you didnt go... I want you to go... ;-; we need to go dress shopping... you need to get a dress.... so you can go... and we can do the electric slide together... ill even pay for your dinner! crying
And then Crash ******** still likes me... -_-;; her and Crash got back together.. which is really good, cause she doesnt bug me as much now... but I know it wont last. Cami pulls Crash around by the leg, tossing her around. She breaks up with her like... every other week... im sick of their fighting >.< And im really starting to dislike Cami... shes really become a bipolar b***h... x.x i feel so sorry for Crash ;-; shes always so sad over her... but sometimes that gets on my nerves too... >.>;; GET OVER IT @___X;;; mur... u.u;; maybe im just mean... but I dont think I am... i try to help >.< but god... after over a month of nothing but whinning.. it really starts to eat away at you... x__x;; I wish them the best though... just wish Crash would stop likeing me... >_>;;;;;;
unn... but im gonna attempt to end this entry with alittle happiness... ^^;;; so here goes x.x;;
w00t! x333 me, Josh, and amanda are going to the movies tomarrow!! we're gonna go see Constantine.... again... x___x;;;;;;; itll the the THIRD time ive seen it... but eh... its what he wants to see... ^^;;; i dont mind seeing it again I suppose... but oh well, itll be with two of my bestest friends, so it should be fun :3
whee Jay is gonna buy his tickets today!!! well hopefully anyway >w< hes coming the 28th!!! im sooooo excited!! i have so much work to do before he comes... x.x;; and mom is gonna use him coming as an excuse to remodel the whole house... >.>;;; and make me help x.x but oh well >w< itll be worth it! i want everything to be perfect when he comes.. so ive gotta do some serious cleaning, remodeling... and not to mention lose a bit of weight... i want to be pretty when he comes TwT I reallyhope hes likes me, and that we hit it off... im gonna be uber sad if we dont gonk but I think we will... ^^ I hope anyway. I cant wait for him to come and fall in love and live happily ever after together XDD urnn... yea right... >.> well anyways, im just looking forward to it ^^ .... but I wish he would be happy too... sad he gets sad easily too... *sighs* i do too I guess... but I try to stay postitive, cause if i let it swallow me then ill get depressed... and depression doesnt help anything X___x;;; its going to be hard when he leaves.... but I know itll turn out ok ^^ we'll just have to look forward to christmas! besides, we'll both be busy with school and stuff, so maybe it wont be so bad ^___^- i hope not anyway x.X;;; *luffs him uber muchly*
AND OMFG! XD me and [404 Error] (Rin) are having an art auction!!! >w<!! I got it all typed up last night... *nod nod* I just need to work out a few details with her, then get examples and itll be ready to go! ^o^ hopefully itll be opened tonight, but if not it will be tomarrow! ^____^- im so excited! and SO honored! i never thought I'd be doing this >w< shes like my idol! and we're gonna do piccys together ^^ I just know itll be awesome x333 heart domokun and gets looots of gooldies... ninja
muurr... well im happy now >w< I love you alls! *clings to everyone that reads this* Love you Jay-cuddle-love-kawaii-kit-chan-kun heart And I love you too Amanda 3nodding I hope youre not too upset after reading this gonk *loves you uber much and wants you to be happy*
kousei · Thu Mar 17, 2005 @ 04:02pm · 4 Comments |
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quizzy from Heart's journal ^^ |
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basically you copy and paste it into a comment, answer the questions then paste it in your journal to see what people say about you.. lets see how well you know me ninja
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
kousei · Wed Mar 16, 2005 @ 03:33pm · 4 Comments |
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kousei · Sat Mar 12, 2005 @ 07:13am · 6 Comments |
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So I was watching this movie earlier... called Raise your voice with Hillary Duff in it... but I couldnt finish it.. I just started crying and I couldnt stop.. cry it reminded me so much of GSA.. I miss it so much. No one could understand unless they had been there.. everything was just... perfect there. Absolutely perfect. I wish I was back there ): I miss the people... people that understood me. Everyone was the same, everyone had the same goal.. sure we were all alil different... but we all loved art.. and it was our life... I miss my friends.. Megan is hardly ever on, and Jessi wont talk to me. shes always too busy to talk.. I just want to be back there so badly.. it was soo much fun u.u in the movie.. all the kids we're like in the front court yard playing.. just like random stuff... all the instruments and voices blending together in random but beautiful harmony.. and its exactly the same. At GSA.. all the IMs (instrumental music) would get their drums, trumpets, guitars.. anything out... and just play... they just winged it but it was always so beautiful... and people would dance... *wipes tears away and smiles* we called it Tribal... they had it every night... and with the fountain in the middle of the courtyard... the fountain changed colors at night... one moment it would be blue, the next green or red... it made the colors dance across the whole yard.. cry I still remember me and my friends would lay in the grass when it got dark... and stare up at the trees, watching the leaves morph and dance with the new colors... my favorite was when they were red... it looked like they were burning. and if you left your blinds open in your dorms, the colors would come into your room... ... *sighs* god how I miss it.. its just so amazing.. to be around people that understand you... that you click with. They understand everything about you. you dont have to hide, you dont have to alter yourself in any way... because they understand. The teachers were great... they looked at you like artists, because that was what we were... artists! And... god so many things.. *starts to cry again* so many things I miss... I miss watching Rachel practice her musical theatre numbers in the middle of our room... and me laughing... I miss ordering Chinese take out and I miss bugging the RAs.. I miss not taking my shoes off... I miss having a huge crush on Anton ;-; he was so cool... I miss filming the MT people.. I miss cuddling with all the gay guys in the middle of the floor gonk ;__; I miss it all. I want it back so badly u.u that was the best time of my life... but.. I suppose I should just try to remember the good memories... theres not much I can do about it now.. u.u all I can do is try to be a RA when im in college.. ill love that ^^ I really hope I get excepted. But im pretty sure I will ^^
But anyway, I shouldn.t be getting so depressed over this.. Ill try to write about something happier. X.x;;; eh.. never mind. I dont feel like writing anymore.. u__u and I still gotta do homework and email my dad... U_U
http://web.mit.edu/wuster/www/media/gojyone.html <-- cutest thing EBER!!!!
kousei · Mon Mar 07, 2005 @ 03:44am · 8 Comments |
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