everyone always bitches about how they miss this person or that person or that place and i never really understood till now D:
being 500 miles away from everything that i call home is really painful. it hurts to not wake up in my own bed with my best friends (my two cats) right there.
it hurts not being able to see my mother, even if i resent her
it hurts not being close to my bf.
it hurts not being able to do the things i love like hang with my bfs friends (cuz i have none) or smoking pot or taking the bruce willis s10 through the woods and 4wheeler trails.
theres a lot to miss in life that people dont realize untill its out of reach.