i don't know why this hit me so sudden, but i just don't feel like myself for the past week or so. it's like a huge part of me is missing, i mean, a really really huge part of me is missing.
i know with the move of my best friend it's been a huge chunk of me missing, but now i even have a bigger whole and i can't seem to patch it up with anything.
i find myself alone most of the time in the basement, anti-social and depressed. which is really not me, except for the basement part. everything is moving in a very slow pace and i just want the year to end at this point. but make a pit stop for a good week in winnipeg in march..but then just skip to the end of the year and start 2008.
stupid me and "you'll see this year will go fast..a lot of stuff going on and before you know it, we'll be in 2008" what an idiot i am. january is forever long it feels like 6 months..but not even a month has pass.
i promised to stay happy and positive...but it's easier said than done really, even for me at this moment.
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