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	Me, Myself, and I Just random weird and funny stuff that happed to me, if i feel up to posting it =)

	Wow I am so confused! (pretty personal, lol just warning u)


Hey =). So a lot of stuff has happened this past week but i don't want to be all depressing so i guess i'll just get to the point. I broke up with girl last night and it wasn't too hard for me. Honestly, ever since that i told her that I may be gay and that i only wanted her to be my girlfriend as a "rebound" (i know it may sound mean but i was just getting doubts about our relationship) it was harder for her to talk to me. She's 19 and i'm 16 turning 17 on May 10 =). Anyways, i felt like she was about to start her life and i was just starting to find mine, I don't even know my own sexual preference! Anyways, i decided to look for a guy because I've been in so many relationships (who were all girls) and i felt like there was something inside that couldn't be filled. I've always been telling myself that age is just a number and that gender is just a gender...but honestly, in all my relationships i've always felt like there was something empty inside of me. I also started to notice an attraction to guys because when a "cute" or "hot" guy would walk past i couldn't help but look and sometimes even stare. But of course I'm careful... rolleyes There are so many things that I need to figure out but i'm just trying to take it step by step. I really hope i find that "specials someone", but i guess for now I'll just keep on looking. =) Until next time! Be the change you wish to see in the world. Start a chain reaction of kindness and let it ripple throughout the world. wink aZnPuRsUaTiOn101 · Mon Mar 31, 2008 @ 01:45am · 0 Comments


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