Oct.5, 1966
I decided to say a poem I wrote one day when it was raining. “Anne would you like to share your poem next.” “Umm sure…why not.” As I went up in the front of the class I was a little more at ease I feel more confident when I share my feeling even though Andrew will hear it. “You ready Annie?” “Yes mam. My poem is called …
Possessed Love
I feel like love has taken my last breath,
Like it has taken over my body.
As if I was possessed by it.
Even though I never found love,
What is love exactly?
It’s life; it’s what women believe in.
But is it true,
Is there really a thing called love.
Does it really capture people’s souls?
I feel as if it has captured mine.
As if my heart is already taken,
But who am I in love with?
Who is in love with me?
I may not now the answer do you?”
Every one was quiet… my teacher interrupted the ocwaerd silence. “Wow that was beautiful Annie and your right love is so powerful it’s possessive. You may take your seat now Annie.” As I was walking to my seat Andrew was looking at me I quickly turned my head away and then I herd. “Can I go next Mrs. Handson?” “Of course Andrew.” “It’s called true Friendship” oh great he probably thinks I’m a terrible friend now.
“Friends are there till the end of time,
Threw hard times even good times.
They will always have your back”
….
Andrew looked at me when he said that.
….
“When ever you need a shoulder to cry on, you know you have mine.
I’ll always be there for you,
Even if you had the most terrible day or two or more.
I’ll always have your back,
Will you have mine?”
He looked at me again I had to forgive him. I guess I’ll just go threw my days crushing on him till he’s ready to date me. Hmm ahahhaha like that will ever happen. “Okay class that will be it for today have a wonderful afternoon. See you tomorrow!” I took my time getting my things together as I saw Andrew talking to Hope, hoping that they would leave early and I could walk home alone; to just admire Gods work … “I was wondering if we could talk?” I looked up knowing it was Andrew. I just wanted to burst into tears and just hug him.” “I’m so sorry Andrew. I shouldn’t have stopped talking to you. I know were best friends and all but I new you would never like me like that” ... I can’t believe just said that I guess it just came out that way. “Annie.” “Yeah.” “You know I’ll always love you”… word I always wanted to hear from him. “You have been my best friend since we were five. I just can’t see any thing more. I’m sorry; I hope that doesn’t make it ocwaerd to be friends.” “I understand just peee...rr...fectly haha I’ll just put it all behind me.” I was all shook up about it. … I looked down and gathered the rest of my things. “I know its not going to be that easy I now you to well Annie but I’ll be a friend to get you threw it.” Hhmm thanks I guess but its ok I think I have to get threw this on my own.” On the way back he told Hope if he could walk with me alone to just talk. So on the way back we just made small talk, he did most of the talking. My mind was some wear else just wondering about… we stopped at my front porch. “I’m really sorry Anna I hope that don’t change anything.” “Its okay, I’ll see you tomorrow.” He gave me a tight hug just holding me made me miss him even more just wanting him even more then ever I missed his hugs. He let me go slowly walking away. “Oh right TGIF haha later Annie.” “Later Andrew see you tomorrow.” As I walked inside mama new just what was wrong. Hiding my tears I gave her a big hug; I sat next to her as she pored us a glass of milk and we ate the brownies Grace gave me. I twirled my hair as me and mom talked. “I twirled my hair when you were in my tummy; I always twirled my hair with my right hand and rubbed my belly with the left hand.” “That’s why I twirl my hair and I’m left handed.” “Hahahahaha” “maybe… you know I love you!” “I know, I love you too mommy!” I gave her another big hug. Oh yeah my mom’s name is Lily and my dad’s name is Chad. It started raining so I took my book Redeeming Love out side under neith the deck with a blanket and cried until I fell a sleep.
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its about a girl named Annie and she likes her best friend Andrew but her bf get a crush on her sister Hope so find out what happens in the end you have to read to find out and its more then just a love story she finds more then that...
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