running in pools of water that i can't quite seem to disturb when every other thought changes before I write it down so why are we standing on the edge of greatness and not toppling over the border between what I am and what we all could be this thing this ideal and higher aspect of ourselves repectively and I cant think of quite how I can achieve to be more than I am now but I will just have to assume that there is something more for me to know to feel to learn and to become because this is what its about and this is the spiral that we all are the spiral that moves ever out and never down but sometimes falters into circles that we have to revisit and relearn our older mistakes and lessons when we forget and the ideal I hold is to simply never falter and to learn and to feel and to grow to move outward on my spiral, to spiral ever out and spiral never down.